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Brandon actually watched Ariel over night on Saturday so I could go out. I couldn't believe it. I went out to eat with a guy named Matt. He took me home...stayed for a bit...then left. I think he's so sweet and cute. I'm not sure how he feels about me, but I'm not too worried about it. After my date, my friend Catherine came over to get ready ( Read more... )

Drama. Can anyone say drama? I'm beginning to hate the word myself. I finally decided that I can get through everything without Brandon. I've been emailing a guy that I went to high school with. He's so cute. We finally ended up talking on the phone last night...for like 3 hours. He has even called me at work a couple of times today. I ( Read more... )

For the first time in.....ummmm.....FOREVER.....I feel good. I don't have a headache. I'm not sick-feeling...or sad....or anything negative. Well, I'm a little crampy, but that's because I just started the birth control shot. I've gained 3lbs in 2 weeks. I hope this isn't going to be a habitual thing. Anyways! Something happened today that I ( Read more... )

So I have come to find that my husband really is a dumbass. He went to Shreveport this weekend, got drunk, walked downtown, and then wondered why he got jumped and robbed. Duh! So they stole all of his money, which means that I didn't get any money to help me buy diapers and stuff. Since we've separated I've only gotten $50 from him, and he's ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking tired of everyone. It's always about them. Fuck you all. I hate it when all you can see is yourselves. Everyday I listen to your fucking problems. Everyday I help you with your problems. Everyday. Every fucking day. But does anyone ever fucking acknowledge my problems? No. "It's all about me me me." Fucking inconsiderate

My new house is so great. Katy made friends with the neighbor. His name is Derrick. He seems to be pretty cool. We are still in the process of fixing up the house. I have to wait until this weekend to get my washer and dryer! I need some clean clothes! Ariel seems to hurt herself more in our house. I guess I will have to make my house more ( Read more... )

What's up peeps? I've been so busy starting over...that I haven't had time to update my freakin' journal. Brandon kept the 2 bedroom trailer that we had, and now Katy and I are getting a 3 bedroom house together. We should be moving sometime before the 21st. Katy and I are both trying to find a full-time job now. Ugh! Now that I am single, ( ( Read more... )

I left Brandon yesterday. He asked me to...like he does every freakin' week, so I did. So now we are getting a divorce. I'm upset, but at the same time I feel so much better. Anyways...that is what has been going on with me. That's why I had lack of journal entries. I had too much drama going on and was feeling really out of it. But it's ( Read more... )