[Fic ] Ore-tachi ni Deatta no Wine :2010 Multi-chapter Contest Entry
Kazuya was fidgeting, licking his lower lip, sometimes playing with his fingers, not really sure if he should do it or just let it pass. He felt so happy, he really was happy. The moment the door opened and he saw that person in front of him, his heart skipped a beat and he wanted to jump in one foot, but he stopped himself from doing so and just smiled. It wasn’t a forced smile. He was smiling with all his heart and he had never felt so happy in the past few years. Seeing the man after so long only made him feel blessed. Of course he was nervous. He didn’t know if he was supposed to bluntly give him the wine or wait for him to ask one.
On the other hand, Jin was smiling, recognizing the flustering and blush on the boy’s face. So his flirts did hit somewhere. He had had some pretty perverted thoughts about Kazuya, but it gradually changed and it made him want to get closer and closer to the boy and get to know him more. Of course, it was also on a kinky level as well. Who wouldn’t have wanted Kamenashi Kazuya? It did make him feel bad thinking he wanted to corrupt someone that looked so innocent but in the end he wasn’t sure at all what is that he wanted. Well, he knew he wanted Kazuya but he wasn’t really sure in which way. He was probably going to find out somewhere along the way.
He kept looking at Kazuya, wondering just what type of wine was the man going to give him.
- Uhm…, both of them started at the same time and then stopped suddenly.
Kazuya blushed a bit and then looked down while Jin only grinned and moved a bit closer to the counter. He knew he wanted Kazuya. The boy was innocent looking, cute, more beautiful than most man and probably some woman as well, with a figure that could make anyone want to touch him. His body was perfect but Jin was still wondering about his soul. He was used to people that looked immensely beautiful but were so dark at heart and that was what turned him into what he was today. All beautiful people were all about money so he decided to never give them more credit than their body was worth. Kazuya wanted him but Kazuya didn’t know who he was so it wasn’t about money. He could at least rest assured that the boy wasn’t in for his money. Yet, there were still plenty of reasons that anyone would want him and Jin wasn’t planning on getting emotional about someone like that.
- So… did you find that wine? Jin asked with a smile.
Kazuya only nodded and then took out a bottle, pouring some in Jin’s glass.
- This is a wine from Baldwin Vineyards. It comes from New York, HudsonValley; he moved it closer to the older one and than smiled. Honestly, I thought of choosing one that could charm you forever but this one suits me more. It’s a non vintage, rose wine. Muscat. It’s a strawberry wine. I choose it because of the strawberries. It’s sweet and it works with several types of food, but I choose it basically because of the strawberries.
Jin remained quiet for a few minutes and then took the glass and drank from it. It had some floral aromas mixed with peach and citrus flavors. It tasted really sweet but not the type of sweetness that could make one frown after drinking too much of it. It was the type that made you want to drink more and more, no matter where you were.
Kazuya kept fidgeting in his place, not regretting anything. Even if the wine didn’t please Jin, it was the best choice he had after Parson’s Flat Wine Shiraz Cabernet 2005.
- In reality…I love the first wine I gave you more than this one… but….
Jin stopped him by putting his glass quickly on the table and looking straight into Kazuya’s eyes. It made the younger one shiver a bit and then lick his lower lip again. Did he say something wrong or did he do anything wrong?
- Kazuya…do you still have it? The Parson’s Flat Wine Shiraz Cabernet 2005 ?
Kamenashi nodded and then reached down in order to find the bottle and then carefully placed I on the table. Jin poured some of it and then drank it, smiling all the way through. Kazuya didn’t understand anything until he saw the older one licking his lips and pouring some more wine.
- Is there something wrong? Kazuya asked confused.
- So you love this wine, huh? Does that mean you love me? he asked with a bit of a grin on his face, standing up.
He was walking towards the exit, leaving his usual money on the counter and was ready to open the door when he felt his sleeve pulled.
- Please stop fooling around, Kazuya asked on a straight voice, looking carefully at the older one.
- Fooling around?
- Yes. Stop throwing words like that around and than leave, letting me dwell in confusion and my heart in a mess. If you feel anything for me, then tell me. If not…please make it just as clear. Make your feelings clear because I do have feelings for you. I …
Kazuya was trembling and feeling serious emotional as he was saying all that. He knew it might have been rude towards his customer but Jin was beyond all that and he needed to clear things as soon as possible. His heart was a complete mess and he needed to put it at easy someway.
Jin was a bit shocked but happy nonetheless. Kazuya was indeed different and his way of being made him feel like a teenager again, made him turn back to the him that could still love.
- And what is that you feel for me? Jin asked while completely pushing Kazuya against the wall, trapping him between it and his body.
- I.., Kazuya looked up and took a deep breath. I think I love you, he honestly replied, feeling the blood rushing through his veins, his cheeks getting really red as he said that.
- So you love me, huh? Jin closed in on Kazuya, breathing hard in his ear, while moving one hand to his waist, ready to kiss him anytime.
- Yes. I think I do, Kazuya honestly replied once more, not wanting to show just how aroused he felt at the moment.
- Then…shall we check and see if you really do love me? he asked, using his other hand to brush Kazuya’s hair.
A clear answer didn’t come because they started a passionate kiss. Kazuya’s arms surrounded Jin’s neck while the older man’s arms just wrapped around that slim waist and pulled the fragile body closer to his. Their tongues entwined and began savoring each other, enjoying the pleasure they gave each other without minding anything else. The sign on the door was changed to closed and they both abandoned the door and headed towards the stairs. It looked almost as if Kazuya was leading Jin into his bedroom but it wasn’t all that wrong. He no longer had any idea what was the right thing to do at that moment. As Jin’s body glued to his own, that warmth and those lips made him lose himself once more. He needed that heath and his body was honest in showing that. As both their bodies landed on the bed, they stopped for a moment and looked at each other. Their eyes had that spark once again and expressed pure lust and desire for each other. In just a matter of seconds, their hands frenetically roamed over each other, unbuttoning and taking away everything that stood in the middle. At the first contact of their naked skin, both shivered a bit and licked their lips, in anticipation. It was wild, every single move of theirs was wild and out of control. Jin threw the apron and the white shirt Kazuya was wearing somewhere in the room, while Kamenashi pulled down the jacket and shirt Jin was wearing, wrinkling it completely just so that he could take them both down at the same time and shorten the time needed for undressing. Their lips collided again, passionately, forgetting how to breath just so that they could feel more of each other. The taste of wine was still there and Kazuya could feel it perfectly. Feel the friction of their bodies turned both of them on and made them groan in pleasure, tense their muscles and get even more aroused. Jin went straight for Kazuya’s neck, liking it, sucking angrily on it, and then licked the skin all the way down to the collarbones, placing hickeys as he went. As he hold Kazuya’s head up and fully devoured it, his free hand sank down into the boy’s pants, caressing the length of it, making him arch his body and moan shamelessly. As the last bit of garment was removed, Jin easily placed himself between Kazuya’s legs and continued kissing the younger one. Saliva fell down their chin’s as they stopped for air and their bodies began sweating the more they touched and felt each other.
- J..in…, Kazuya found himself moaning the stranger’s name, arching his body to the extreme as he felt Jin’s crotch grinding with his own. Jin’s hand moving all the way there and touching him near his bottom, almost poking inside his asshole, every single one of his moves made Kazuya get even more aroused.
For a few seconds, they both breathed hard, really hard, panted their hearts out and gulped. It was the time out they needed in order to make sure they really needed each other, that they really wanted to do it, that they wanted each other. As those few seconds passed, Kazuya bit his lower lip, moved his hands next to his body, and just waited. Jin looked deeply into the younger one eyes and then slowly moved his attention to those pinkish lips. He attacked them again and Kazuya welcomed him, embracing his entire body, bringing Jin closer, action that aroused Jin even more. He could tell Kazuya was for real, feeling everything and honestly responding to his touches. Not even one bit of it was fake or premeditated. Kazuya was being honest with Jin. Knowing that just turned Jin on even more. He was making the boy moan, shiver and he was the one that was having control of the situation. His touches turned the boy on and knowing that every bit of it was pure, he couldn’t help but getting even more turned on. He felt as if Kazuya was only his and he needed to do one more thing to prove he was right.
As his body leaned over Kazuya’s, gluing to it so that they could kiss, Jin spread the youngster legs and thrusted deep, hard, stopping only when he was fully inside and couldn’t go any further. As expected, Kazuya almost screamed and arched his body to the limit, pulling the sheets with all his strength. Jin gulped hard, took a deep breath and then tried stopping himself from doing anything rasher than that. So Kazuya was a virgin and had never been with a man before. That thought pleased Jin more than he would have ever thought it could. He could feel his own crotch throbbing and twitching just by thinking he could ravish that boy. He could have all of Kazuya and hell he was going to have him.
He moved his right hand close to Kazuya’s face and made the boy look at him in the eyes, than pulled out and thrusted once more inside the slim body, just as hard as before. He perfectly saw as Kazuya arched his body, bit his lower lip, closed his eyes and began panting. The view was enchanting.
- I bet you have no idea how much this turns me on…, Jin chuckled a bit while licking Kazuya’s lips.
- Knock it off…., Kazuya panted hard, trying to suppress his moans.
- You want me to stop? Jin asked innocently, thrusting inside the tight hole.
- Hm…, Kazuya let out a moan, not sure what he should do.
He was feeling all sorts of things but he was mostly feeling Jin. He could feel Jin’s crotch inside him, throbbing, proof he was being wanted and that turned him on. Every time Jin would thrust inside him and then stop, he whished the stupid man would just ram with all his strength and stop talking. He couldn’t take more of that teasing.
- Should I stop? he thrusted once more, this time faster than before.
- Knock it off!! Kazuya pulled his hair, encircling Jin’s waist with his legs, still breathing hard. If you’re going to do me, then do me. Fuck me and shut up.
Jin couldn’t help but laugh a bit. It was the last thing he was expecting from Kazuya in such a situation. Every one he had had until this boy was unbelievably obedient, listening to every single one of his words. Although it was different, Kazuya was different, he could somewhat tell why he was so different even in bed. All the lovers Jin had until then were into his money and listened to everything he said just so that they could stay close to him and be treated as royalties. Kazuya had no idea who he was, just how big his fortune was so he was treating Jin purely based on his feelings. Because Kazuya had feelings for Jin, he was doing all that and that alone made Jin more happy then all the money he had in his bank accounts.
- Oh…I will fuck you. Better be ready for it, he smiled, pulling Kazuya onto his lap.
Kamenashi smiled himself and embraced Jin. He didn’t care what the world would have said if they would have known, he didn’t even care if people would have founded him disgusting. He was loving everything he was doing. He was loving being in Jin’s arms, feeling him, be loved by him. He just couldn't stand there and wait to be loved, he felt he had to offer some love as well so his body began moving together with Jin's, perfectly matching every thrust, stealing more moans and groans from each of them.
Jin didn’t go back on his word. That night, they made love and they enjoyed every minute of it. Kazuya felt blessed just by having the one called Jin thrust inside him and showering him with love. He never felt so loved so he enjoyed every minute of it. Jin felt just as good because it was his first time in a long while since he had made love to someone that actually cared for him.
When morning came, Kazuya was still embraced by Jin, safely inside his arms, his head resting on Jin’s chest, and it felt the most natural thing ever. That was how it was supposed to be. Waking up like that, it made him think he had being doing it for years. A smile escaped his lips as he woke up and thought of leaving bed. Of course, right after that, a crushing pain in his lower part took over and made him winch.
- You shouldn’t be doing that, he heard coming from behind him so Kazuya turned around.
Jin was astonished by that beautiful smile. Many people had smiled at him but it was the first time he felt his heart warm up by seeing it.
- Good morning, Kazuya replied with a blush, not daring to look at the other in the eyes.
He was happy and he hoped his happiness showed. He would have felt devastated if Jin wouldn’t have been there when he woke up but seeing the beautiful stranger next to him, Kazuya wished he could do that forever.
- Morning, Jin replied just as happy, leaning forward, making the boy look up so that he could kiss those beautiful and alluring lips.
Kazuya tried again to get out of bed and that made him feel that pain once again. It was truly uncomfortable but once he thought it was because of the love Jin gave him, he actually didn’t mind it that much anymore.
- Now why are you so eager to get out of bed? Stay in bed with me for the day…, Jin spoke seductively into the boy’s ear, knowing he could easily convince Kazuya by doing that.
Well, Kazuya was more than half convinced. The proposition sounded so appealing that for a moment he actually looked at the pillow, plop on it. He seriously wanted to embrace the older one and fall on top of the bed, just so that they could cuddle and kiss but if he did that, wouldn’t they end up doing ecchi stuff again? The thought made him go all red again so Kazuya dismissed the thought and thought of an excuse.
- I have to work… Tat-chan left the shop in my care and… , Kazuya stood up in one go but as he did that he realized he was completely naked and exposed and turned completely red.
Jin chuckled and threw one of the sheets on Kazuya, then pulled the remaining one around his waist and stood up himself.
- Than I shall help you around the shop since you are alone. Plus, with that pain you won’t be carrying anything today, Jin laughed while ruffling Kazuya’s hair.
Kamenashi bit his lower lip and smiled as he felt Jin’s hand brushing his hair. He had had a girlfriend before but he never felt with her as he felt with Jin. They only knew each other’s name, they had just had sex and yet the morning after felt like the Xth morning of a married couple that were very much in love with each other. Kazuya nodded happily and got dressed, then prepared a uniform for Jin as well. Both of them opened the shop and welcomed the customers.
Some of them felt really surprised as they saw Jin there, some were truly happy because another good looking man was serving them. With that occasion, Jin realized that even at the wine shop there were enough perverts that were after Kazuya. It kind of pissed Jin off so he made sure that every single customer that got to friendly with Kamenashi would meet his face or fist. When each customer began drooling after Kazuya, Jin took over and offered them his smile. At the beginning, they were each annoyed they couldn’t gaze at Kazuya as much as they wanted but soon they realized Jin was gorgeous enough and worth dozing off for.
Fortunately, Jin preferred being their target than seeing Kazuya checked out from head to toes, so he put up with it and honestly worked at the wine shop. It was not that different from what he was usually doing so he enjoyed it. It was more entertaining then he had initially thought. Actually, it was lots of fun.
- You seem to be enjoying this, Kazuya smiled happily, glad they have reached the end of the day without any problems.
- I am, this is more fun than I thought. Well…I still hate the perverts…but if I ignore them…this just might be the best, Jin replied with his childish smile.
Kazuya had seen that smile a couple of times that day and each time he felt better and better. Jin was not only hot, sexy, and extremely good in bed, but childish, cute and he could pout. Kazuya witnessed Jin pout when a customer told him he looks like a penguin in that suit.
- I’m glad I got the chance to work with you, Kazuya smiled even more happily.
- I’m glad the day is over, Jin sincerely confessed.
For a moment, Kazuya felt really disappointed upon hearing that. So Jin didn’t want to work with him, after all? Kamenashi’s face was full of sadness as he heard that so he just looked down and tried to stop himself from crying.
- Don’t worry…., Jin embraced him.
- Jin…, Kazuya smiled while leaning into the warm embrace.
- Let’s go to bed, okay? Jin pulled him up and then carried him bridal style all the way to the bedroom.
Jin had his own things to worry about. He knew he couldn't spend much time around the boy and that he would soon have to leave so he wanted to taste Kazuya one more time before doing so. He wanted to be able to walk away with a beautiful memory. Sure, some might have told him he could have just made Kamenashi his lover but Jin didn't trust Kazuya enough to do that. It wasn't the younger one's fault. If there was anyone too blame, then there were the tens of people that approached Akanishi Jin and made a place into his heart just so that they could crush him in the end. Jin had enough. He had enough of people that at some point only looked at him as if he was a sack of money and because of all he had experienced, he could swear this was the first time he actually felt afraid. If he would have allowed the boy to enter deeper into his world, actually get to know him, Jin feared Kamenashi Kazuya would turn out to be just like all of the money-hunters around him. Money transformed people and made them look grotesque so for that reason alone he felt it was better to enjoy it as much as he could and then preserve the beautiful memory without letting it turn into a heart breaking one. There was still time. He still wasn't head over hills about Kazuya. Sure, he was a bit jealous about the way those man looked at the younger one and sure he wanted to eat the boy alive or at least make it heard he was the only one allowed to have him, but he knew that was just naive thinking.
Jin opened the door to the bedroom and carefully placed Kazuya on top. Since it was going to be the last time, he was going to make sure it was unforgettable.
Kazuya blushed as he was put on the bed and then fully enjoyed being loved by Jin. It was their second night together and it felt even better than the first time they were together. He began thinking of a life spent together with Jin where they could both work together and enjoy each other, gradually fall more in love and live forever together. He truly believed he could do so and the best way to begin would have been by asking Tat-chan if Jin could work there. He decided to call his friend first thing in the morning and tell him just how lucky he is but things didn’t go his way. He had no idea how wrong he was.
As Kazuya woke up, his smile gradually turned into tears upon realizing Jin was gone. Not one word, not a letter, not even a small note. It was as if he had never been there and yet the sheets smelled of him. As Kazuya rolled down in a ball, naked, just slightly covered by the white sheet, he slowly began sobbing. It was real, for those almost two days it was so real. Jin had loved him, but then he was left all alone.
Kazuya looked up and then smelled the sheets one more time. He could smell Jin and it hurt knowing he was abandoned. He realized he was more than just in love with Jin. He had crushed and he had loved people and then broke up with them, but it never hurt like this. This pain was new for Kazuya and it was more terrifying than anything else. He felt as if someone took away everything from him. His heart longed for Jin and now that he was gone, the poor little thing just wouldn't beat the right way anymore. Every inch of his body remembered Jin and now that he would never feel those touches again, he felt like an immense void.
When Jin left, he took with himself Kazuya. His heart and everything, leaving behind just an empty body that could only cry. That big was his love for Jin. If he had known, he would have done something about it...or so he wanted to believe.
He just wanted to die. Life didn't made sense anymore. Not without Jin.
Next chapter will be the last one. It will be full of major changes. Thanks for reading and commenting.