I am with the one I love in this lifetime. But there are four that got away that I think about. I wonder if they think of me. I'm pretty sure three do. But there is one that probably doesn't even know I think of him and it's best kept that way ( Read more... )

OMG, if reality was in that dream, I am happy. If not, it was the most splendid dream I've ever had. I felt like it was sooooo real. And it's none of your business. I think I exorcised some demons by just breathing calmly and avoiding caffeine.

Le sigh.

Fucking aye... Billy Joel is on. Just the way you are... It makes me think of Mike. He's my archangel. I was such a shit to him. He is too good for me. I just hate myself so much sometimes and I have to let it go ( Read more... )

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Merry Christmas to all and to all a good night... or knight... or nite. Happy holidays to those who do not celebrate Christmas.

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My blood sugar drops and people are just antagonizing my agonizing soul ( Read more... )

made some stuff more public... proceed with caution

For some reason, I remembered the first boy I ever got a kiss from today. I was 4 and he was 8 and it was at the park here. It was after I got chased by a squirrel and had to get a splinter removed from my ass. No joke. He kissed me on the cheek. I remember when I kissed him back a few days later, I told him I had to tell him a secret and kissed ( Read more... )

yeah, i'm dorothy. who are you on my trip down the yellow brick road? I'm curious. Please respond. (and yes, flying monkeys are an option)

Holy fucking shit... I live in a facist regime! The conspiricies.... and then to top it off A Beautiful Mind was on TV tonight. I had to wait until I knew my dad was asleep because all of my problems stem from the internet. No, my problems stem from my lack of self-confidence because I live in a facist regime called John Dietzel is my father. My ( Read more... )