After my dad told me that it wasn't going to well with my grandma I decided I had to go there. So I went to her on friday and it turned out that it was the last time I would ever see her alive. She died on saturday. I'm so glad I went to see her on friday to say goodbye. It was her funeral last thursday, which was a sad, but special day. I felt so ( Read more... )

I've had a weird week. On the one hand it was great! I went to Gramsbergen (in the middle of nowhere) with Spuitelf and Silentreverie, which was lots of fun. We didn't do a thing, but that was part of the fun! :) Still I'm so glad I live in the west of Holland; the countryside would drive me insane ( Read more... )

Yay! Finally the sun is shining. This is so much better for my mood! Actually that's the most interesting thing I can tell right now.
Oh and... yesterday we went to the party of Bram in his new home. It would like to have a house like he has, although there is so much work he has to do, but that will be fine I think.

Back in Holland! It was nice to be back in England, though it was kind of weird. Most people were very busy with their essays or reading while I could spend the whole weekend having fun. When I arrived on thursday Tysen, Desiree, Tyler and Geraldine had made me a cheese fondue and had invited my friends as well. That was so cool! We had a great ( Read more... )

Wow, what an influence music can have! The music of Flogging Molly makes me happy again! And the stupid thing is that the songs actually aren't happy at all.

I've been ill since friday and that doesn't make life easier. I feel miserable, I'm grumpy and I forget everything. I can't remember when I would meet one of my best friends and I'm afraid I forgot to have lunch with her on friday. At the same time I have to hand in my ideas for the bachelor thesis, which are basically none. No that's not ( Read more... )

I'm trying to think of a good subject for my Bachelor thesis, but it just doesn't seem to work. I want to write about Rotterdam, film and I have to write about media, so I decided to write about the influence of the International Filmfestival on Rotterdam and what the role of the media is.....but it's kind of hard to think of a way to do research ( Read more... )

Why is it still winter?! I'm so sick of it! I want the sun to shine and the temperature to be at least 20C. Every year during the winter I have this feeling at a sudden moment, but I hoped to escape it this year. In England I was very good capable of dealing with the autumn and winter; because of that I was hoping that the same would happen here ( Read more... )

Oh my goodness! My new course 'onderzoekscollege' is terrible! It should prepare me for my bachelor essay, but I've had two seminars now and it didn't get me any further. Everyone is talking about the possible subjects of their essay, but nothing is really happening. It's like I've never swum before and am thrown into the deep. Well maybe I've a ( Read more... )

The Film Festival is over, back to the normal live! My favorite film of the festival won the public award, so everyone agreed with me that 'Turtles Can Fly' is a great film ( Read more... )