While I was watching Buffy the other night and this psychic chic told Spike that Buffy would tell him someday....meaning she would tell him she loved him someday. Then I was watching Angel and see him and Cordelia saying how much they love each other and I start thinking....Imagine if Angel went back to help Buffy again like he used to......wouldn' ( Read more... )

Thanks to all my friends for their support. I really thought I was past the feeling sorry for me stage of living with an alcoholic, but I guess I fell right back into it. I need to pick myself back up again now, but I did it before and I can do it again. I just hope I don't fall back like that again. I thought I had learned to like myself better ( Read more... )

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And guess what.....my son is over a friends house. She will be bringing him home in a little while. My asshole husband went out to play his D&D game tonight....which I have no problem with, but do you think he shoveled the steps before he left? NO of course not. Why would he do that? I mean I'm home with a bad back with 2nd degree burns on it I can ( Read more... )

to all my friends who have been e-mailing me....I am alive and ok. I am just coming out of a really bad flare and then I got the flu so I'm not feeling wonderful, but I should have put a little note in here before now. Better late than never.

It's a month before Christmas and we have no cash whatsoever in the bank. We are behind on our mortgage because of a couple problems we've had to take care of. Now our water heater let go this AM. There is over a foot of water on the basement floor. All the money I was saving to make the mortgage payment has to go to the heater now. Like I said ( Read more... )

I just realized how addicted to sex I am. It is on my mind all the time. I read a post asking where people could go to have sex if their homes or motels weren't a possibility. I immediately went to answer it because I realized that I know of at least 6 places within an hour of me that I could go to have sex at for nothing. I know this because even ( Read more... )

keiffer did this in his lj and I thought it was so cool that I had to steal it. I want to see at least 2 pics of each of my lj friends. One of them when they were babies/kids. One of them now (even if you're still a babe at heart). Here are mine to start things off.


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Well I found out yesterday that the Northwood Fire & Rescue do a great job. I had to have an ambulance come out to put me on oxygen cuz I was having an attack brought on by my 18 yr old son. I just don't know what to do with him anymore, but I do know that he put my live at risk yesterday and also my 3 yr olds life at risk because I was the only ( Read more... )

This was taken last Sat night11-16-02


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