angry blog time. be prepared.

[deegemonster]

he cheated on me.
he mother fucking cheated on me.
he mother fucking cheated on me with another guy.
another guy he promised me he wouldnt do anything with.
"what deege wont know wont kill her"
well you know what? i feel pretty fucking dead.
this is the first time this has happened to me, and i dont know how to handle it.
i feel betrayed.
backstabbed.
i

Comments

[breathexintome]

I cant even put into words how sorry and sympathetic I am with you right now, bby. I've lived through this. The boy I loved so much had done things with my bestfriend. like....SERIOUS things. not like a kiss or a touch. So, I know excatlly how your feeling right now.
But, listen to me. The anger your feeling right now, its going to turn to saddness. very, very soon. It might creep up on you, or it might wash over you suddenly. Im warning you, heartbreak is THE WORST pain i have ever felt in my life, and it took a lot out of me. But, STAY STRONG deege, write, cry, talk to your friends about it. and stay close to your faith. thats the one thing that you need to cling to when things like this happen.
remember, I'll always be here. please have no hesitations.
<3 always. Jessica

[deegemonster]

thank you jessica. it's not only anger im feeling right now. it's a mixture of anger and sadness. i mean, the period before i broke up with him i was in my lunch period crying hysterically. i just came to realize and all that i should have seen it coming from the start. i was just too blind to see it, cause everyone else saw it coming. im just so pissed that i trusted him to put his feelings for this guy aside and move on, but he had no self control and kissed him and offered him hand jobs and blow jobs and things of the sort. what i plan to do is thru all of this is keep my head held high and no matter how upset i might be i wont let him see it. venting on livejournal helps too, so i'll be on here a lot. again, thank you, i appreciate your advice soo much. <3 Deege

[little_diana]

what a mutherfrogging cunt
i saw him today, and was seriously considering going up to him and telling him off
but then i realized there was a teacher in front of me, so smacking would be out of the question

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[deegemonster]

dude, you totally should have.
and the rumors behind all of this are spreading pretty fucking quickly XD
hehe, im a vengeful ex and love it!
<3 Deege

[deegemonster]

thanks chris. i realize now that a great weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. and now i can go around and flirt with whomever i please ;D lmaoooo <3 Deege

[jes91491]

In all seriousness, I was laughing the entire time I was reading this blog. The entry itself didn't make me laugh...it was the image of what this kid will look like after I kill him for you.

[deegemonster]

wow jess. when i read the first sentence i was like wtf? why would she laugh? and then i got thru the comment and i was laughing at that image too. i love youuuu!<3