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[deeko446]

i was thinking the other day that i really haven't relaxed with nothing on my mind, just straight up chilled the fuck out with no worries or obligations' in about a year, since i left for my second semester at freds. i hate it, i feel like i've been so shady lately and everything i do and say is not me at all. i cant drink anymore cause i always

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[limp14512001]

Dude, this kind of stuff happens. Everyone at one point or another steps to a friend and wishes that they didn't. The fact that you can acknowledge that you fucked up is big though. We're going to Canada on Fri and we're gonna have a great time man. No worries man.

[deeko446]

it'll be a good time

[justbeaner]

miss you too deeky, wish i was there to give you a hug and tell you everythings going to be okay...

[deeko446]

i cant wait for next year when i can hug you all the time

[duh_singular]

i just teared up when i read that im such a douche. i was thinkin "i miss him so much im so glad he updated", and then u wrote "amanda i miss you".. and wtf we live 2 blocks away from eachother. we want to have a going away party for alyssa (u know cause shes going to austrailia for 6 months on july 5th) and were gonna have it at jays i think. so clearly everyone has to come. and i want to talk to brian. i want to tell him im sorry and i want to sort things out. im sick of not seeing him, and the rest of my friends because of something dumb i said.

[deeko446]

ha, good luck with the brian thing, hes fucking back with steph now and hes the most stubborn person ive ever met. but anyways, we'll have a good time for alyssas party and i cant wait to see you