19.04.09
she left me in the afternoon, didn't get to see her when she was still okay, didn't get to see her when she was not okay, didn't get to see her during her last moments.
she died in matt's arms, i wished it were mine, but that honour didn't deserve to be mine.
i miss her very much, and damn it i just wish that i could have been there you know
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