I seem to be looking for some thing ( Read more... )

I was so mean to gene Last night. . .. . I think i should feel bad but if i have to be mean for him to stop talk/touching/lieing/looking ((every thing)) thin i will be mean, ANd so far today it has worked. not one word has come form his mouth. he of course says ish when i am not there but, hay i don't really care any more. And i makes me so glade ( Read more... )

Hi.
My name is Nikki and I'm 17 years old.
I've been really improving on getting rid of my depression for the past 2years,
I've REALLY improved this last year,
but suddenly it is reappearing.
I find myself unmotivated to do things even though I continue to do them at least half of the way.
I tend to spend a lot of time inside the house now,
despite ( Read more... )

Ok Gene came and yelled at me . . . agian today. he tells me that Alex ( this girl he and I both know) Tolled him, that i was glade he was sick the day before, and she tolled him that I hated him or something or other. (witch i never said, I did joke and say that it would help me work in class, cause he wasn't there) I go and ask her about it she ( Read more... )

I am So ok with ever thing and every one right now, that i feel kind of worried. Worried some thing bad will happen, is my life so bad that i feel i have to worried when every thing seems to be ok. Do i really have nothing left to feel right now, so much of nothing that it worries me, why can't i just be ok, just relax and drift off. but i can't ( Read more... )

Ten random things you like ( Read more... )

Just to let everyone know. The ass hole who did that wasn't me. And I am so disappointed that Crystal doesn't trust me and actually believed that it was me ( Read more... )

First of all sorry if following is offtopic. Really ( Read more... )

Life is so odd some times ( Read more... )

I don't understand how a guy hitting me 7yrs. ago would make Jack mad now. I don't fucking get it. And so now I guess he's mad at me b/c I don't want him to get upset over it. It's great that he cares,I totally love him for that,but there's no reason to hit the fucking roof and get mad at ME!
What the fuck is going on?
Crystal