My brain just doesn't function sometimes.

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I don't even care anymore.

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I don't even know why the fuck I'm awake. Might as well write in here since no one else is talking. I had a pretty good time last night - we played two games. I didn't win either, but it was still fun. We also went to Wal-Mart and did some general hanging out... first time I'd seen Patrick in forever too, so that was cool. I miss the guy. He' ( Read more... )

We're playing Risk tonight... this is going to be awesome. Me, Patrick, Eric, Derick, Phillip. Gonna be a long, funny night. Should be good for me!

New Meshuggah is excellent as well.

Gogo Risssskkkk!!!!

Tonight was pretty horrid. I didn't really talk to anyone... I tried, but it just didn't work. I didn't feel like sleeping. I didn't feel like playing games. My only real attempt to do anything was to talk to Deanna... that's how desperate I was. I was willing to get myself back into that horrible, horrible mess if only I would have someone to ( Read more... )

How long's it been, journal? Who knows... this last week has been a total blur. All of summer, really, has been a blur. I can barely remember what I did today, much less what I did yesterday, and practically nothing about anything before ( Read more... )

Don't go.

Hard to believe loving someone could hurt so much.

But it's not gonna stop me..

i need my girlfriend...

oh god

Forever.