im really hating life right now. all i do is work or go to school for 10 hours a day. i never have a day off, school mon-thurs, and work fri-sun. im overworked and overstressed and all the fucking money im making is going to this fucking bullshit court, lawyer, fines, and asap classes. i broke down at work this weekend. i felt like such an ass. i ( Read more... )

it started as a haunted hotel, i couldnt see much but i new there were people waiting at the elevator to scare us, the elevator was old and slightly unreliable, we get out, i cant see anything so i grab ahold of whoever is next to me, i think someone jumps out, but now we're at this other (un-haunted) hotel and we're about to go golfing but caitlan ( Read more... )

Dear Ms. Rathbun ( Read more... )

i had a very peculiar dream this evening during my nap. it resembled the movie the butterfly effect. im in a bus with a bunch of children and their mother; but the scenes are constantly switching from inside the bus/van and inside their home. as we are driving i look back to the right and see a mirror image of ourselves approaching us in the right ( Read more... )

"I'm looking through you, where did you go ( Read more... )

another busy weekend, and another exhausted lindsay. i called rice university and they informed me that they had already chosen the 5 people for the internship but that i'm on the wait list, "which is really good" (really good would be if i was one of the 5 people, lady). they're giving the 5 people a week to respond to see if they will accept the ( Read more... )

grinning busy bees shielding the bright sun.
buzzing with anticipation of fresh pollen waiting to elude.
dead leaves sag as the lime green candy peak through the branches.
true selves erupt as blankets are retired.
echoing pleasure surrounds.
the indoors hibernate as the outdoors arise.

work today rocked. it was kind of busy but still fun. i got a smooshed orange jelly bean stuck up my nose. billy and i were trying to get each other to eat the dirty stepped on jelly bean and he ended up sticking it up my nose. my manager came in and yelled at us for being too loud, while it was halfway hanging out of my right nostril. i almost wet ( Read more... )

i cut jessica's hair today and then i trimmed mine up. yes, it was slightly difficult to cut my own hair, and it's not close to being perfect but that's why i love having curly hair.

i rocked my bio exam today!

spring break is over and i feel better than i recently have. going to nyc, or maybe it's hanging out with my favorite sister, makes me feel refreshed, independent, strong, and overall great. i didn't want to leave, my sister asked if i wanted to move in with them, she said im a great multi-faceted person to have around. i stayed until sunday ( Read more... )