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8 hours more cleaning yesterday. About an hour's sleep this morning, talking with Wispra all night again. We didn't stay up quite as late as last week. And my mom's really annoying me. That's unrelated but my thoughts are that way right now. My sister is being... my sister. She decided to borrow away all my nice stuff and-- the song I have stuck in ( Read more... ) -
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My room is livable again. It's a miracle. After 6 1/2 hours work, there is a clear floor and a lot of other junk is gone. 2 bags of trash, mostly individual pieces of paper or even scraps and post-it notes. There is a lot yet to be done but this is a major accomplishment. And now, the reward: sleep. Thank goodness the floor is clear now because I'm ( Read more... ) -
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I just checked the clock and I've been cleaning my room for about 5 hours. I got really distracted messing with the bulletin board and other random decor... the floor is what needs work... but I took care of all the clothes and made progress clearing off a couple surfaces. Next step, papers. In the morning. (yawn) 1am... wow. Well, I have just got ( Read more... ) -
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The song's finished. It's happy-calm. Shay, it's to your poem almost exactly. I think I like it. -
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I'm writing a song. My life is slipping back into a pattern I like. I'm playing and composing music, I've even been practicing piano a lot recently and teaching myself just a little bit of a few songs I like, I drew in my sketchbook last night and filled it up to the second-to-last page and I think I'll leave the last page blank forever, I wrote a ( Read more... ) -
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on a completely different topic, my sister looked through my diary and MY PARENTS DON'T CARE. my dad asked me WHAT IS MY PROBLEM ( Read more... ) -
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When I read the saddest sections of Night I was listening to music by Micarelli. I heard half a minute of Micarelli tonight. I have never switched emotions so suddenly. This is absurd. This is so completely absurd. What happenned?!? -
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I broke a record today. It was the latest any of Wispra's friends has ever stayed up. I think we might have made it to 9 am, but for sure past the previous record 8. We spent at least 7 hours talking and she also taught me some of her dance routine for the Velocity dance team at school. Because it would be 90 minutes a day, 3 days a week after ( Read more... ) -
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The world is beautiful. I am melancholy, dreaming up a deep calm, about to fall asleep. I want to stay in this deep calm forever but it is cold here, much too cold. I want to be in the arms of a friend. I will dream of all of you that I hold dear. And I will fall asleep to the song that describes my life. I feel like a sky. I also want to write ( Read more... )