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deepdoubter

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May 13, 2007 01:29

I find myself drifting more and more often towards the direction of that huge building in the middle of the City. The Church? From what my translation devices tell me, a Church is a place where some humans get direction...a purpose.

The lack of purpose I have right now is terrifying.

I'm tired of wandering, my fuel tanks are near empty.

Call me weak ( Read more... )

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the_last_of_k2l May 13 2007, 11:44:07 UTC

Are you so desperate for any sort of direction that you'd settle for misdirection?

I've always looked within myself to find my direction. Granted, here it's more difficult than usual to sort out my thoughts - especially when something else has their voice in your head to compete with your own - but I have to believe that I'll figure it out eventually.

But, that is only what works for me. At the end of the day, it is up to you.

...what kind of fuel tanks?

deepdoubter May 13 2007, 14:56:46 UTC

...Life isn't worth living without a purpose. I refuse to have no purpose but to scrounge up fuel and wander. If the Church can give me temporary purpose and fuel, perhaps I can shift my attentions to trying to get home

My fuel tanks are my internal fuel tanks.

nonexistentcrow May 13 2007, 15:54:36 UTC

It's ironic that this statement makes you as human as any of us. For future reference -- how did you come up with that conclusion about life's worth?

deepdoubter May 14 2007, 00:37:12 UTC

...before the Military Academy I was nothing, I had nothing. Being warbuild didn't help. The Military Academy and Megatron along with his steel fist and fusion cannon gave me a purpose. As dubious as that purpose was and is... Comparing the several millenniums I've spend without a purpose to the nine millenniums I've spent with one, I find I much prefer the latter interval of time.

[Private to Thundercracker, unhackable, anonymous] red_hell_angel May 13 2007, 16:00:38 UTC

What purpose to do wish to have?

Re: [Private to Thundercracker, unhackable, anonymous] deepdoubter May 13 2007, 23:46:31 UTC

Whatever purpose it can relay to me.

red_hell_angel May 14 2007, 09:21:01 UTC

((ooc: War is planning to cause trouble, but it's not fully formed/detailed yet. Would TC mind being set-up for this? Red will do more programming if you agree, I'm afraid.))

deepdoubter May 14 2007, 11:11:58 UTC

((ooc: Hmm...TC being set up? I wouldn't mind terribly much He will ^^. More programming won't hurt a bit, as long as the person performing isn't Cybertronian or doesn't have the technical understanding/skill of a Cybertronian, chances are the programming won't last forever...but it can last for a while if you catch my drift ^^ Is that alright with you?)

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[Thundercracker] archduke_arioch May 13 2007, 19:51:55 UTC

That is what Churches are for, after all....

Re: [Thundercracker] deepdoubter May 14 2007, 00:35:36 UTC

Can it really provide me with what I want?

[Thundercracker] archduke_arioch May 14 2007, 08:13:13 UTC

That would depend on what exactly you want, and what you would offer in return.

I will let you in on a secret. Consider it generosity, if you will.

You do not possess that which the Church usually deals in. You shall have to make an appealing offer, you see.

[[OOC: Chances are, he won't respond again. I just wanted you to know so you won't think I'm rude or anything! ^^;]]