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[deeply_vile]

Warped: For the most part, I had more confidence and self esteem when I weighed 260lbs in Germany and I could fix my hair like it was a wig (jet black, Bettie Page bangs, cute shoulder length cut) and my eye makeup like it was nobody's business

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[fag_girl]

just wear hats till it grows? i do that sometimes.

[deeply_vile]

I got my hair cut and I like it. :P

[and_suddenly]

I had that same problem when I first was shedding weight, too! I still don't feel right in a swimsuit, though I've lost nowhere near as much weight as you.

Makeup's never been much of a problem for me, hahaha. It's fun to just mess around with things. Shimmery white on the eyes, red on the lips, blue on the eyes, magenta on the lips.. Mess around. Go crazy.

This comment had a point, I swear. ;]

[deeply_vile]

I want to mess around. I just have no colors. I have browns, golds, light pinks, light colors... just the colors of a beach babe. lol

I feel uncomfy in a swimsuit, but I love to swim too much. lol

This comment had a point. I got it. :P

[wikkedmickey]

I want colorful MAC eyeshadow too. Hell, i want colorful hair to go along with it.

I'm feeling ya on the cant fix the hair. I hate mine and it's grown out. Gah.

xoxoxoxox

[deeply_vile]

I'd want colorful hair but... I'm too shy about that. :P

I do want colorful makeup!!!

So I take it everything went well and you're okay???

[wikkedmickey]

Surgery went well, but waking up from being drugged wasnt too good. The nurse threatened me in a playful way, but ended up having to stick those tubes in my nose.

[deeply_vile]

Awww. How do you feel now sweetie?