i have thought a lot about drugs lately and...

[deeplyxnxlove]

if it wasn't for eddie, my head would still probably be just as messed up as it was at the beginning of the year. that's a good thing and a bad. good because i love not being the same depressed little girl i was because of stupid reasons, i am actually happy with my life and with the things around me. bad because i don't want to have to be

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[hott_couture]

well, this is in response to your last entry, and this one. =D
one, do you enjoy your job!? i wanna fuckin come by and visit you sometime! i totally wanna work with you. how fucking cool would that be!? hehe.
also, i thought about what you said about being dependant, even a little bit. and i just think that when you find somehting you care so much about, you tnd to put everything you are into that thing. in thise case, it's eddie. and once you do that, it's hard to let it all go. like, if he were to break up with you [which he wont] you'd be devestated because you put so much of yourself into your relationship. you know? it's ok to be a little bit dependant on a person. and you've grown so much [relationship wise] and i'm so proud of you and how you're holding this relationsip as apposed to past relationships, ya know? i admire you bridget babyy. and as far as drugs go, you know we will get crunk every now and then, just don't make a lifestyle about it. hehe. i love you so much. i can't wait to fuckin hang out with you again! i need to

[deeplyxnxlove]

jenna baby i love you. and i miss you so much, you definitely should cal me.
and i hate my job, my boss is such a bitch. i'm thinking of quitting already. she does everything so last minute, i hate it.
anyways....well...i guess it's okay to be dependant as long as the person you're dependant on you can trust and be able to lean on and be dependant on without having him or her fuck you over. you know?!?!? i don't think that eddie would fuck me over and i really do trust him and love him. i love him more then anyone, which is not what i thought would come out of our relationship, but it did and i am so happy that it turned out that way.
i love you baby girl....call me soon.<3

[sketchthestars]

a few of my friends ae addicted to heroin, in Gilbert, AZ. Would never have guessed. It's so sad though, they care more about H than their real friends. I haven't spoken to one of my best friends in at least a month because he was high and got mad at me, and told me he never wants to see me again. I'm not waiting around for them to come around. I'm not going to try to "save" them. If they really wanted to stop, they would.