damn i havent wrote in here in for-ever but i've been busy me patrick and breanna went to go get jeffrey last monday ever since then i seen him every day thank god he so hot *muah* well tuesday they came over and we smoke a lil' then i had to babysit wednesday and thursday me and jeffrey smoke a lil' wednesday thursday we didnt cuz jackie wouldnt ( Read more... )

well last thursday i stay after school to get help with my school work and then derek was their and joey prince was and i went to go get a bottle of pop and we only have bottles in the back hallway and they were sold out so i was going back to my class room and joey come's out and like u stocking my dude i was like what what what and i ask derek do ( Read more... )

well after i wrote in here i called breanna then i called derek and we talked for a lil' while and we broke-up it sucked cuz i really care about him i just kinda stopped talking when we starting going out it was weird well i went to school friday and i had to see him jenny had seventeen with her i started to read it and i saw a hot guy i was like ( Read more... )

me and derek are still going out but i dunno how much long we are going to. he told me i cant talk to him well and shit i know i cant because i dont want to get to attached to him cuz he's a foster kid and he wants to leave and i know he's going to so i dont want to put my heart in it and then get my heart broken i dont want to get my heart broken ( Read more... )

ok some kid came up to my door and i opened it and some guys hands me a hammer and told me i should keep it inside and then his like i have to go before old dude comes out <~~(old dude is my step dad)hahahaha...well today zack gave me a valentine and shit and he wrote a poem in it called 12 white roses i dunno something like 11 white roses on the ( Read more... )

well i had a kickass weekend i babysitted friday for jackie but i called her saturday and told her i was sick and i couldnt work so i could go over to aaron's with breanna and i called derek when i was over and he came over teehee...him and aaron keep tring to get in the bathroom when me and breanna were in their doing r make-up and talkin bout ( Read more... )

so i asked derek if he was pissed he sayed no but it sounded like he was well i guess breanna finally got it through to patrick so i guess he wont be bugging her no more and if he does it's my turn to try and get it through to him i'm gonna tell em' she pergo by her x..lol..i cant wait till the 31st cringe and boba flex yea!!!!

ok what would a live-journal be with out drama so here i go...last week i was so sick but i still went to school monday tuesday wednesday i dunno why but tuesday i had a breakdown i was crying i wanted to talk to my mom..blah blah blah..yea it was kinda dumb but derek doesnt know it but he help me alot that day well i go to the doc. thursday i had ( Read more... )

so i didnt get to go the rosa kinda sux but i was kinda freaked to go to arv but wayne IM me yesterday saying he sorry for what happen at the alrosa back in august wtf that was 4 months ago but it cool i guess the past month has been crazy mandi fucking getting on my bad side i just want to kick her ass some time me and breanna's been hang out alot ( Read more... )

i finally got a damn live journal so...today was crazy derek and josh came to school high as hell it was so...funny then i took a couple of pill at lunch they made me sick i want to throw up so bad and i ran into a walk and got ??? if i was high and stuff but i wasnt my damn teacher looked at me all day cuz i know he knew i took something but its ( Read more... )