Hey I haven't writing in here in a while so I decide to. Okay this morning Carly left for Montana...and last night I spent the whole time on the phone with Jeff. I talked to him from like 11 to 5. Yea we had a pretty good time. I finally had to let him go so I could go take a piss....haha. I get to start working tomorrow with Wendy that should be ( Read more... )

Tody i have been sleeping and cleaning my room all day how fun right? yea i am hme by my slef right now its kinda fun i guess. i took a shower and i feel better just kind empty inside. i dont really feel liek hangin out with anyone righ now i jsut kinda want to be by my self. I might go to Montana but i am nt sure yet i probably wont go cause my ( Read more... )

How come we dont even talk no more? yea i found out last ngith that i guess Ryans pissed at me for some reason? he told my friend Cassie that he was gettign sick of me Cheylenne and Leslie and that hes gunna find a new group to hang out with. I have no idea what i did. I think he hates me like every person out there but whatever its just one more ( Read more... )

why is it that every morning i wake up and i feel as if i am not wanted? is it because i am not or is it because i jsut think this way al the time so i believe it? either way i am nto wanted so i took 11 pills tonight that are 200mg a pill i am all trippin and shit. its crazy! Kielon told me that he wil do some coke with me tomorrow...hopefully he ( Read more... )

i dont know whas wrong wiht me i jsut have been so tried lately. It sucks to i am at my dads and al i want to be is not here nor at my moms i fuckin hate life it sucks there is nothing good to come forth and i jsut fuckin hate it. i have ried and tried to forget things but they still just sit at the bottem and wait to come up and make me cry. i ( Read more... )

soo today i had Amanda set up this thingy nad make me a new sn but the sn isnt wrokin so i am kinda pissed off! but yea... i soo wish that i could just like live with my dad because i would be much happer and much more intersted in doing well in school and like my mom doesnt see that. but whatever i am just sick of everything! AHHH i feel like i ( Read more... )

hey haley. ok so when u log in put in deepxsecrets and then ill IM you your password then when a screen comes up and where theres something that says never with a little circle by it click the circle then press update changes thennn if u want to write a new entry click journal at top of screen and click update underneath it havee fun haha ohhh and ( Read more... )