big news!

i will be living in hawaii for the month of june.

why?

because i can.

my sister is having a boy!!

she wants to name him xander... i am working on changing this.

last week was fucked ( Read more... )

i try so hard to see good in everything.

but you know what?

the world is a fucked up place.

people are assholes.

happily ever after is never going to happen.

someone please come hold my hair.

i think i might throw up right now.

or just cry a bunch more.

ummm perhaps the most embrassing thing ever just happened to me ( Read more... )

from my little sister's mother to my older sister and aunt ( Read more... )

alice and chuck are just the kind of people who should always leave me voicemails.

i know this may shock you...

it's not pc. it's not party miss jes.

but the more i think about how i want to see more future, the more i realize....

i just want to get married and be an at home mom. sure i'd find other projects to occupy myself with, but really, that's it.

guess the midwest isn't so out of my blood after all.

my head keeps spinning and focusing on a lot of negative things right now. i'm going to do a stupid survey to get my mind off of it. actually, that's usually the real reason i do surveys ( Read more... )