you know, college does crazy things to young, single adults. among others, I think the main thing it inspires is this frenzy to find "The One" and get married ASAP. this desire can overrule all other things, resulting in consequences from failing grades to broken friendships. it's almost laughable until you realize that it's a pretty big challenge ( Read more... )

it's amazing how far a "you're gonna be fine" from a close friend can go.

and, truly, I think I am.

:)

I'm a mess, I guess.
It's what I've asked for.
It's what I've needed.

Waiting for the rain to stop,
Destination: beautiful
Seems that I'm still waiting for the sun...I want to go home right now ( Read more... )

you know, it kinda cracks me up - between Sex and the City episodes (as dumb of a reference as that is...), talking to my best friend about being a newlywed, and various other things that I've reflected on lately - I am seeing that I am soooo ready for a relationship ( Read more... )

it's hard right now to decide how I feel. and by that I mean if I'm really, actually, truly happy or not. I realize that being in a new place is always hard at the beginning, and I've only been here a little over a month, so it may be that I am not as happy as I will be eventually ( Read more... )

tonight I worked out at the rec center ( Read more... )

it's funny that nearly a year ago I was completely obsessed w/ the song "Hold Nothing Back" by Copeland. I pretty much thought it was the key to connecting with God and being truly satisfied with Him. and I still do think that, I suppose. it's just funny, though, that since I got here to Moscow, I seriously have heard people say things similar to " ( Read more... )

I am in a very blah mood. pretty much just in a blah part of my life, at the moment ( Read more... )

it's funny to realize how much someone (me) can change in such a short time. if I even look at life a year ago, it is amazingly different ( Read more... )

tonight I saw some pictures of the Rockies, and my heart started beating faster right away... now that I've been accepted to Utah State and am awaiting the decision of UIdaho and maybe Wyoming, this is becoming reality. it's scary. but thrilling ( Read more... )