I Would Be Nice If It Were You (But It's Not) [for nahonjaireoke]
Title: I Would Be Nice If It Were You (But It’s Not)
Recipient: nahonjaireoke
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 2,400
Warning(s): mentions of infidelity.
Summary: Jinyoung doesn’t mind being the guy on the side, not while he has all of Jaebum’s love.
A/N: I loved this prompt and wished i could have explored it more.
Jaebum lay on his side and looked at Jinyoung, he traced a finger over the others chest a little. "Jaebum." Jinyoung said quietly, he kept his eyes on the other man. "Jaebum" he repeated when he didn't get a response. Jinyoung moved to give Jaebum a kiss, Jaebum kissed back and then sighed, "When do you have to be home?" Jinyoung mumbled, "I can go for another round." he purred. Jinyoung knew Jaebum, Jaebum never turned down a chance to fuck him into the mattress. Jinyoung moved to get another kiss and Jaebum pulled back.
"I have to get home." Jaebum said with a small sigh."She's expecting me home in an hour." She was his wife. Jinyoung thought the other was gay, but he had a wife. Jinyoung was just his bit on the side and Jinyoung honestly didn't mind it at the moment. He'd been lusting for Jaebum since they first met and now he was getting what he wanted from Jaebum. He did want more, he liked the other but Jaebum was clearly so far in the closet that he was in Narnia. "And I can't wear myself out, because you know she wants us to try for a baby."
Jinyoung moved onto his side. "You know my ass is better than her." he moved to kiss the other again. Jaebum was definitely the dominant one but Jinyoung knew how to get what he wanted. "C'mon I've met your wife, she wouldn't mind if you gave me a good fuck before you went to her. She'd probably thank me because you get a little rough if you have to wait. But I like it like that." he sighed when Jaebum still turned him down. Jaebum was pulling his clothes on when Jinyoung got out of bed naked, Jaebum's eyes were trained on Jinyoung. Jinyoung moved to pull his boxers on and then went to help Jaebum with his tie. "Are you coming over after work tomorrow?"
"I can't, my wife's family are over. So I'm required to be there." Jaebum held Jinyoung close, hands groping the other's ass. "But the day after I was thinking I could take you out to a nice dinner, and then we could come back here and work it off." he smirked, Jinyoung nodded. He liked the way that Jaebum often spoiled him. He liked the fact that the other was generally all over him and trying to make Jinyoung feel like the only one he had. "And I can stay the night, my wife is away with her girlfriends." Jaebum gave Jinyoung's ass a squeeze. "I can give you a little wake up call." he laughed.
Jaebum left and Jinyoung went to change his sheets, he didn't like sleeping on the same sheets Jaebum had just fucked him into. Although this was one of few times they'd made it to the bed. They hadn't grown out of the needing to fuck everywhere phase, and Jinyoung wondered if they ever would or if they would continually want to fuck everywhere. He didn't mind, sex with Jaebum was great, Jaebum had perfect control over his body and Jinyoung was always being fucked until he couldn't breathe or he was just moaning the other's name uncontrollably. Jaebum was the one person who Jinyoung felt like he could never get bored of having sex with.
With Jaebum being gone all day, they were texting (sexting) constantly. Jinyoung did find the other's day interesting. He liked to read about the other's coworkers, including the girl who liked to drink almost all the coffee. Jinyoung looked at his own coworker and best friend, Mark. "He's stopping the night tomorrow." Jinyoung said with a smirk.
"His wife is our manager Jinyoung." Mark said and then looked at his best friend. "I just don't want you getting caught and you loosing your job, and him. I know you Jinyoung, you're too involved with him." Mark rolled his eyes a little, "I don't even know why you told me he was fucking you."
"I'm not just a short fuck for him." Jinyoung said with a small sigh, "He's been fucking me since before they were engaged. He fucked me the morning of his wedding Mark, I'm his choice."
"Jinyoung, that's only been about a year and you're only seventeen." Mark shook his head.
"Yes? sixteen is the legal sexual consent age." Jinyoung said taking a drink. "He didn't do anything wrong when he started fucking me." Jinyoung had left school at sixteen and gone straight into work. Mark had become his best friend and sort of looked after him. "Plus I'm eighteen in two weeks and I think he's got something planned for then." he said with a smirk. "he told me to book 3 days off."
"He's twenty-seven" Mark said with a sigh, "He's nearly ten years older than you."
"He fucks like hes eighteen." Jinyoung laughs.
"You know he's trying for a kid with our manager."
"And?"
"He's going to be a dad." Mark looked at Jinyoung, "doesn't that bother you."
"He likes cock Mark, he wants to fuck boys, would you rather it was a boy you knew that he was fucking or just some random guys that our manager will catch?" he said with a smirk, "plus you know I'm safe."
"Safe, you're fucking her husband."
Jinyoung just rolled his eyes he was never going to be able to get it through to Mark that it wasn't like he was the spawn of satan or something just because he was sleeping with a married man. He knew he couldn't ever prove to Mark that there wasn't anything seriously wrong with fucking Jaebum, it was better than Jaebum destroying his family or whatever. He sighed a little when he heard the other make a comment about him needing to find a man his own age.
Jinyoung smiled when Jaebum knocked on the door, it was Jinyoung's day off so he was all ready to have a day with Jaebum. It wasn’t long until Jaebum had him pinned against a wall, his cock deep inside Jinyoung. Jaebum was going rough on Jinyoung, but Jinyoung didn’t mind, quite the opposite. He loved it, he loved feeling Jaebum inside him, it was rough and it was intense. He was practically screaming out the others name as he fisted his own dick. Jinyoung came and it wasn’t too soon after that Jaebum came. Jinyoung held the other as they both came down. Jinyoung whined when Jaebum pulled out. “Let me just clean up and then we can go to our reservation.” he mumbled.
Dinner was nice, Jaebum had taken him somewhere expensive. Jinyoung and Jaebum talked but Jinyoung felt like Jaebum was a bit distracted. Jinyoung ate quietly after a while and smiled when the meal was done and they were on the ride home. Getting in was difficult, Jaebum was holding the other from behind and was rubbing his crotch on the others ass. Jinyoung found it pretty hard to get the door open when he could feel Jaebum’s hardening cock against him. When they got in, Jaebum pretty much moved to bend Jinyoung over a counter and kissed the back of his neck. Jinyoung let out a quiet moan, rocking his hips back against Jaebum.
Jaebum was quick to pull Jinyoung’s pants and boxers off before moving to start preparing Jinyoung. Jinyoung let out a moan as he felt the other fingering him and stretching him out. He held onto the counter top and cried out when the older man pulled his fingers out before roughly thrusting into the young man on the counter. He groaned out when Jaebum started moving, Jaebum was being rougher than before - which was hot, but they hadn’t long eaten and the feeling of lying on his stomach was uncomfortable. He closed his eyes when the older man fucked him hard into the counter. “Jae.” Jinyoung mumbled. “uncomfortable.” he managed to get out. He held the counter tightly until he felt Jaebum slow down and stop. Jinyoung smiled when Jaebum pulled out to let him move. Jinyoung moved so he was on his back, back curved so he could lean against the wall.
Jaebum pushed back in and began fucking him hard again. Jinyoung held onto the man tightly, as he got used to the pass. He groaned at the fullness when Jaebum stopped fully inside him, so he could kiss the other deeply. Jaebum fucked Jinyoung hard again and Jinyoung didn’t mind. Jinyoung liked it hard and rough. Jinyoung came with a hard groan, and Jaebum was soon to follow, kissing the other over and over again. “Sorry I was hard on you.” Jaebum mumbled pulling out and helping Jinyoung off the counter. Jinyoung just shook his head, but smiled when Jaebum carried him to the bathroom and drew up a bath.
Jaebum stripped Jinyoung and himself and they got in the bath together. Jinyoung rested against Jaebum’s chest and they talked about basically nothing. Jaebum sighed against Jinyoung, “You know when I’m a dad, this is going to get harder.” Jaebum kissed Jinyoung’s head. “I’m going to have duties.” Jinyoung just nodded, what could he even say to that?
At work Jinyoung found himself being pulled aside by his manager. He looked at her and then before he opened his mouth, she started talking, “Someone from the office saw you on a date with Jaebum,” she said before shrugging “so I thought I’d just give you a heads up that people are going to be saying things about you and my husband.”
“I wasn’t.” Jinyoung said quietly.
“You were, I know you were.” She said before raising a brow, “He never told you? I’ve known about you since the beginning, I introduced you, and I knew you were his type. Although he does fuck anything young and willing.”
Jinyoung shook his head, “Jaebum and I have feelings for each other.”
“Right, he’s been doing this since we got together.” She said moving to adjust her shirt. “I mean, not with you obviously, but he just always had men on the side. He eventually gets all guilty and comes to me and tells me. It’s cute really.” She shrugged.
“If you know he’s gay, why?” Jinyoung asked.
“Because, we get on, Jinyoung, we love each other. He might not love me in the sexual way but he loves me and that’s something I don’t want to lose. He always comes back to me and he’s going to give me a baby. He just has his whole sexuality thing going on.” She shrugged, “He’s more messed up inside than you think, and I don’t know why. But he is not in love with you. He would have told me if he was.” Jinyoung just shook his head at the woman. “He’s not leaving me any time soon. We’re going to have a child together, and he wants that. He wants a family.”
“You don’t know anything about me and Jaebum.” Jinyoung said gritting his teeth.
“Calm down little pup, he’s not in love with you Jinyoung. We have an agreement, if he falls in love and wants to go live life as a gay man then he can. But being with you won’t give him the social acceptance he craves.”
Jinyoung answered the door to see Jaebum there and Jaebum came in giving the boy a small kiss. “I can’t stay long, I have a work thing, but you sounded like you needed me.” he said moving to wrap his arms around Jinyoung and kissed the boys neck.
“Your wife talked to me today.” Jinyoung said quietly, the older didn’t stop kissing his neck. Jinyoung sighed, “So she wasn’t lying when she said you’d told her about us.” Jaebum pulled back and looked at Jinyoung.
“She knew before I told her.” Jaebum shrugged, “Why would I lie to her? She knows that I like men.” Jaebum looked at Jinyoung. “Why? Is there a problem with her knowing? You were ok with her not knowing, why is this different?”
“Do you just sit discussing our sex life with her?”
“Yes Jinyoung, my wife wants to hear about me having sex with my younger boyfriend.’’ Jaebum rolled his eyes. ”No I’ve never talked with her about what we do when we’re alone, she knows nothing about what exactly we do. I mean she assumes we have sex, but for all she knows we could be playing scrabble.“
“Do you love her?”
“In a way.” Jaebum shrugged, “Not romantically, I love her as much as I can do.”
“Do you love me?”
“Jinyoung.” Jaebum said quietly, “I really like you.”
“Are you falling in love with me?”
“I don’t know” Jaebum said quietly and Jinyoung just nodded, he moved away from Jaebum, and just looked anywhere but the man in his apartment. “I’m sorry Jinyoung, I’m not going to lie.”
“Can you just go, I’ve embarrassed myself enough today.” Jinyoung said, shutting the door behind Jaebum and looking at his phone, he almost called Mark but he knew deep down the other was just going to tell him he got what he deserved. So he left it, he’d tell Mark at work, maybe.
Recipient: nahonjaireoke
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 2,400
Warning(s): mentions of infidelity.
Summary: Jinyoung doesn’t mind being the guy on the side, not while he has all of Jaebum’s love.
A/N: I loved this prompt and wished i could have explored it more.
Jaebum lay on his side and looked at Jinyoung, he traced a finger over the others chest a little. "Jaebum." Jinyoung said quietly, he kept his eyes on the other man. "Jaebum" he repeated when he didn't get a response. Jinyoung moved to give Jaebum a kiss, Jaebum kissed back and then sighed, "When do you have to be home?" Jinyoung mumbled, "I can go for another round." he purred. Jinyoung knew Jaebum, Jaebum never turned down a chance to fuck him into the mattress. Jinyoung moved to get another kiss and Jaebum pulled back.
"I have to get home." Jaebum said with a small sigh."She's expecting me home in an hour." She was his wife. Jinyoung thought the other was gay, but he had a wife. Jinyoung was just his bit on the side and Jinyoung honestly didn't mind it at the moment. He'd been lusting for Jaebum since they first met and now he was getting what he wanted from Jaebum. He did want more, he liked the other but Jaebum was clearly so far in the closet that he was in Narnia. "And I can't wear myself out, because you know she wants us to try for a baby."
Jinyoung moved onto his side. "You know my ass is better than her." he moved to kiss the other again. Jaebum was definitely the dominant one but Jinyoung knew how to get what he wanted. "C'mon I've met your wife, she wouldn't mind if you gave me a good fuck before you went to her. She'd probably thank me because you get a little rough if you have to wait. But I like it like that." he sighed when Jaebum still turned him down. Jaebum was pulling his clothes on when Jinyoung got out of bed naked, Jaebum's eyes were trained on Jinyoung. Jinyoung moved to pull his boxers on and then went to help Jaebum with his tie. "Are you coming over after work tomorrow?"
"I can't, my wife's family are over. So I'm required to be there." Jaebum held Jinyoung close, hands groping the other's ass. "But the day after I was thinking I could take you out to a nice dinner, and then we could come back here and work it off." he smirked, Jinyoung nodded. He liked the way that Jaebum often spoiled him. He liked the fact that the other was generally all over him and trying to make Jinyoung feel like the only one he had. "And I can stay the night, my wife is away with her girlfriends." Jaebum gave Jinyoung's ass a squeeze. "I can give you a little wake up call." he laughed.
Jaebum left and Jinyoung went to change his sheets, he didn't like sleeping on the same sheets Jaebum had just fucked him into. Although this was one of few times they'd made it to the bed. They hadn't grown out of the needing to fuck everywhere phase, and Jinyoung wondered if they ever would or if they would continually want to fuck everywhere. He didn't mind, sex with Jaebum was great, Jaebum had perfect control over his body and Jinyoung was always being fucked until he couldn't breathe or he was just moaning the other's name uncontrollably. Jaebum was the one person who Jinyoung felt like he could never get bored of having sex with.
With Jaebum being gone all day, they were texting (sexting) constantly. Jinyoung did find the other's day interesting. He liked to read about the other's coworkers, including the girl who liked to drink almost all the coffee. Jinyoung looked at his own coworker and best friend, Mark. "He's stopping the night tomorrow." Jinyoung said with a smirk.
"His wife is our manager Jinyoung." Mark said and then looked at his best friend. "I just don't want you getting caught and you loosing your job, and him. I know you Jinyoung, you're too involved with him." Mark rolled his eyes a little, "I don't even know why you told me he was fucking you."
"I'm not just a short fuck for him." Jinyoung said with a small sigh, "He's been fucking me since before they were engaged. He fucked me the morning of his wedding Mark, I'm his choice."
"Jinyoung, that's only been about a year and you're only seventeen." Mark shook his head.
"Yes? sixteen is the legal sexual consent age." Jinyoung said taking a drink. "He didn't do anything wrong when he started fucking me." Jinyoung had left school at sixteen and gone straight into work. Mark had become his best friend and sort of looked after him. "Plus I'm eighteen in two weeks and I think he's got something planned for then." he said with a smirk. "he told me to book 3 days off."
"He's twenty-seven" Mark said with a sigh, "He's nearly ten years older than you."
"He fucks like hes eighteen." Jinyoung laughs.
"You know he's trying for a kid with our manager."
"And?"
"He's going to be a dad." Mark looked at Jinyoung, "doesn't that bother you."
"He likes cock Mark, he wants to fuck boys, would you rather it was a boy you knew that he was fucking or just some random guys that our manager will catch?" he said with a smirk, "plus you know I'm safe."
"Safe, you're fucking her husband."
Jinyoung just rolled his eyes he was never going to be able to get it through to Mark that it wasn't like he was the spawn of satan or something just because he was sleeping with a married man. He knew he couldn't ever prove to Mark that there wasn't anything seriously wrong with fucking Jaebum, it was better than Jaebum destroying his family or whatever. He sighed a little when he heard the other make a comment about him needing to find a man his own age.
Jinyoung smiled when Jaebum knocked on the door, it was Jinyoung's day off so he was all ready to have a day with Jaebum. It wasn’t long until Jaebum had him pinned against a wall, his cock deep inside Jinyoung. Jaebum was going rough on Jinyoung, but Jinyoung didn’t mind, quite the opposite. He loved it, he loved feeling Jaebum inside him, it was rough and it was intense. He was practically screaming out the others name as he fisted his own dick. Jinyoung came and it wasn’t too soon after that Jaebum came. Jinyoung held the other as they both came down. Jinyoung whined when Jaebum pulled out. “Let me just clean up and then we can go to our reservation.” he mumbled.
Dinner was nice, Jaebum had taken him somewhere expensive. Jinyoung and Jaebum talked but Jinyoung felt like Jaebum was a bit distracted. Jinyoung ate quietly after a while and smiled when the meal was done and they were on the ride home. Getting in was difficult, Jaebum was holding the other from behind and was rubbing his crotch on the others ass. Jinyoung found it pretty hard to get the door open when he could feel Jaebum’s hardening cock against him. When they got in, Jaebum pretty much moved to bend Jinyoung over a counter and kissed the back of his neck. Jinyoung let out a quiet moan, rocking his hips back against Jaebum.
Jaebum was quick to pull Jinyoung’s pants and boxers off before moving to start preparing Jinyoung. Jinyoung let out a moan as he felt the other fingering him and stretching him out. He held onto the counter top and cried out when the older man pulled his fingers out before roughly thrusting into the young man on the counter. He groaned out when Jaebum started moving, Jaebum was being rougher than before - which was hot, but they hadn’t long eaten and the feeling of lying on his stomach was uncomfortable. He closed his eyes when the older man fucked him hard into the counter. “Jae.” Jinyoung mumbled. “uncomfortable.” he managed to get out. He held the counter tightly until he felt Jaebum slow down and stop. Jinyoung smiled when Jaebum pulled out to let him move. Jinyoung moved so he was on his back, back curved so he could lean against the wall.
Jaebum pushed back in and began fucking him hard again. Jinyoung held onto the man tightly, as he got used to the pass. He groaned at the fullness when Jaebum stopped fully inside him, so he could kiss the other deeply. Jaebum fucked Jinyoung hard again and Jinyoung didn’t mind. Jinyoung liked it hard and rough. Jinyoung came with a hard groan, and Jaebum was soon to follow, kissing the other over and over again. “Sorry I was hard on you.” Jaebum mumbled pulling out and helping Jinyoung off the counter. Jinyoung just shook his head, but smiled when Jaebum carried him to the bathroom and drew up a bath.
Jaebum stripped Jinyoung and himself and they got in the bath together. Jinyoung rested against Jaebum’s chest and they talked about basically nothing. Jaebum sighed against Jinyoung, “You know when I’m a dad, this is going to get harder.” Jaebum kissed Jinyoung’s head. “I’m going to have duties.” Jinyoung just nodded, what could he even say to that?
At work Jinyoung found himself being pulled aside by his manager. He looked at her and then before he opened his mouth, she started talking, “Someone from the office saw you on a date with Jaebum,” she said before shrugging “so I thought I’d just give you a heads up that people are going to be saying things about you and my husband.”
“I wasn’t.” Jinyoung said quietly.
“You were, I know you were.” She said before raising a brow, “He never told you? I’ve known about you since the beginning, I introduced you, and I knew you were his type. Although he does fuck anything young and willing.”
Jinyoung shook his head, “Jaebum and I have feelings for each other.”
“Right, he’s been doing this since we got together.” She said moving to adjust her shirt. “I mean, not with you obviously, but he just always had men on the side. He eventually gets all guilty and comes to me and tells me. It’s cute really.” She shrugged.
“If you know he’s gay, why?” Jinyoung asked.
“Because, we get on, Jinyoung, we love each other. He might not love me in the sexual way but he loves me and that’s something I don’t want to lose. He always comes back to me and he’s going to give me a baby. He just has his whole sexuality thing going on.” She shrugged, “He’s more messed up inside than you think, and I don’t know why. But he is not in love with you. He would have told me if he was.” Jinyoung just shook his head at the woman. “He’s not leaving me any time soon. We’re going to have a child together, and he wants that. He wants a family.”
“You don’t know anything about me and Jaebum.” Jinyoung said gritting his teeth.
“Calm down little pup, he’s not in love with you Jinyoung. We have an agreement, if he falls in love and wants to go live life as a gay man then he can. But being with you won’t give him the social acceptance he craves.”
Jinyoung answered the door to see Jaebum there and Jaebum came in giving the boy a small kiss. “I can’t stay long, I have a work thing, but you sounded like you needed me.” he said moving to wrap his arms around Jinyoung and kissed the boys neck.
“Your wife talked to me today.” Jinyoung said quietly, the older didn’t stop kissing his neck. Jinyoung sighed, “So she wasn’t lying when she said you’d told her about us.” Jaebum pulled back and looked at Jinyoung.
“She knew before I told her.” Jaebum shrugged, “Why would I lie to her? She knows that I like men.” Jaebum looked at Jinyoung. “Why? Is there a problem with her knowing? You were ok with her not knowing, why is this different?”
“Do you just sit discussing our sex life with her?”
“Yes Jinyoung, my wife wants to hear about me having sex with my younger boyfriend.’’ Jaebum rolled his eyes. ”No I’ve never talked with her about what we do when we’re alone, she knows nothing about what exactly we do. I mean she assumes we have sex, but for all she knows we could be playing scrabble.“
“Do you love her?”
“In a way.” Jaebum shrugged, “Not romantically, I love her as much as I can do.”
“Do you love me?”
“Jinyoung.” Jaebum said quietly, “I really like you.”
“Are you falling in love with me?”
“I don’t know” Jaebum said quietly and Jinyoung just nodded, he moved away from Jaebum, and just looked anywhere but the man in his apartment. “I’m sorry Jinyoung, I’m not going to lie.”
“Can you just go, I’ve embarrassed myself enough today.” Jinyoung said, shutting the door behind Jaebum and looking at his phone, he almost called Mark but he knew deep down the other was just going to tell him he got what he deserved. So he left it, he’d tell Mark at work, maybe.