Watching Perfect Body. i think its a lifetime movie. but yea. its keeping me from eating, so i think thats the best thing! haha! and im going to be pissed if the boyfriend hooks up with the best friend. thats fucked up. fuck. and they just kissed. thats disgusting. and now im pissed. if i was thin, my boy probably wouldnt have cheated on me with ( Read more... )

Im such an idiot. I just figured out what ABC is, and after my fast, thats what im going to do. like, i think its going to be hard for me on the days i have to have 500 cals, cause that seems like SO much, but im adding to it in that im still going to go to the gym for at LEAST an hour every week day. most of the time, im there for an hour and a ( Read more... )

so my fast didnt go as planned...cause im a fatass ( Read more... )

So i suck today ( Read more... )

I suck. i mean, im doing better than i have been. i did WATER WATER WATER all day, then i had a coke zero, 7 rice cakes WTF!? and hummus and pita bread. which makes me calories for today 730...grosss. but i burned 1077 at the gym, so im actually at neg cals for today. and i plan on keeping it that way thank you ( Read more... )

Its been a while. know how i know that ( Read more... )

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alright, so it turned into a F&V fast. with the amount of water that i drink, i get lightheaded and dizzy much to easily! so i had some stir fry veggies, and i am probably going to have a banana in a little bit, and me and Jess are going for a bike ride in a bit, and on my fave website of all time, i'm STILL at a neg cal intake for today!

so i am SO addicted to thedailyplate.com! its like the best thing i've done in a long time. and there are like forums and such. and i learned that there are 4 cals in a packet of splenda! new information! and that splenda makes a brown sugar, which i am so going to get, cause i love oatmeal with brown sugar and i LOVE splenda, so i dont know, it ( Read more... )

i want chocolate. and its really pissing me off. but there isnt any in this house hahahaha!