it's been a very amazing two year journy. some of the most eventful things of my life took place within these two years. i remember i was scared and frustrated about leaving Washington to go to a fucked up state. So much has changed, and once again my life is going to have to take another drastic turn; through me off my confort level and back on my ( Read more... )

my ankle... it's not wanting to work with me, i even tried pressuring it into doing something it didn't want to with blackmail and money. but still... it's a stumbern piece of flesh. I'm not exactly a big fan of not getting my way, especially when it was so easy going, all my ankle had to do was support my habbits and be there when i gain weight, ( Read more... )

Hurt & prodictable. My life and yours. It's so frustrating, i'm tired of living, but i'm annoyed by being away. I'm home sick without a home to go to. july 1-17, i'm suppose to be home those days. ... i do, but i don't want to bath in the negativity of my families problems. everyday the idea about never going back there sounds better and better. ( Read more... )

I hate scene kids

I asked her not to go. She said she loved me, i said goodnight.

i change my mind so much i can hardly trust it, my mind change me so much i can hardly trust myself.

So come to figure this is a training facility, my defensive arguments has increased to a level i never knew about. I can give you a million and 1 valid reasons backing anything i do on the fly.

... it's not necessary though