Comments | defektmachine: Sadness and hapiness all around....

defektmachine

Sadness and hapiness all around....

Feb 27, 2005 20:34

That title sounds so very emo...haha. had a great weekend with Laura, we had so much fun, it was simply spectacular. But it sucked she had to leave today because after she left I started crying like a little boy that fell off his bicycle after which he took off his training wheels...haha...ok, maybe not that hard, but everytime I see her, it gives ( Read more... )

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ringsofbenzene February 27 2005, 19:51:32 UTC

Sweetie, it will be ok. I promise.

But can you do me a favor? Send me that Initial D song that we listened to on the way home.

Damn it. I am crying. Why do you make me cry like this?

defektmachine February 27 2005, 20:10:31 UTC

Heh, I say the same thing; "why do you make me cry like this punk" It kinda hurts my manish ego to cry everytime we part. But I dont care anymore, it hurts so much to leave, the pain is unbearable. I know you can say we will see each other next week or the week after, but its just not the same waiting when all I can think of is you all the time. If you lived here, sometimes it would be nice to stop over at your place so I can fulfill the thoughts I had about seeing you allday. But now, all I have is the thoughts of you and memories we had. I cannot fulfill seeing you all the time and it really hurts.

btw, sing onto msn so I can send you the song.

conspiracychild February 28 2005, 03:12:01 UTC

It sucks doesn't it. I only see my boyf every fortnight and it is not at all easy. Sympathy.

defektmachine February 28 2005, 10:46:45 UTC

I know exactly how you feel. Hopefully you and him can be together soon. How long will it be until you can live together?

conspiracychild February 28 2005, 15:20:37 UTC

Minimum 6 months possibly 18 months. We'll see.

sennalesi February 28 2005, 10:05:45 UTC

I think those sentiments are very beautiful. It's nice you can admit that it made you cry. I am sure it would be very, very tough to be so far away from the one you love most of the time. But it only makes it all the sweeter when you do get together!

defektmachine February 28 2005, 10:47:41 UTC

I agree, when we are together, it is like a four year reunion everytime, but it still takes a mental toll on me and i am sure her as well when we have to part.