I Do Not Know My Own Thoughts...

[defektmachine]

If I could write all of my emotions down on a piece of paper I would, so I could palliate these inimical thoughts. But I do not think any words that consist in the English language would adequately describe the series of precarious emotions that are starting to regulate my day-to-day life

Comments

[conspiracychild]

Advice, every day WITHOUT FAIL speak on the phone at least once, send at least one email, one MSN message and one SMS message. It helps that you are always in touch. At least that is what I found cos I have been where you are at the moment.

[defektmachine]

You are right, I noticed I feel better to when we talk for smaller amounts of time but more throughout the day.

[sennalesi]

I'm surprised to see you write that because I recall you telling me once that you were a very optimistic person. I'm sorry the torment of a long-distance relationship has stifled that aspect of your personality.

However, normally one willingly enters a situation only if they feel the benefits outweigh the unpleasantries. Surely you've subconsciously (and perhaps consciously as well) made this assessment and determined that the great feelings you derive from the companionship of this wonderful person are worth the bad feelings your situation sometimes engenders in you.

Further, I'm sure the distance is only temporary and as your relationship progresses, your lives will come together somehow and you will have confidence in the strength of your relationship because you endured this. It will only work against you if you let it.

[defektmachine]

I still am an optimistic person, but I cannot help feel emotionally drained. I still look forward to the day when we can be together. But it's still so far away. One thing this will teach me, is to be patient..hehe