I ended 2006 with the minor drama that was losing my job. At this moment in time it isn't concrete, but words with Calandra on Saturday went along the lines of "So if I'm not here tomorrow I'm fired right?" - "Pretty much yeah". And I wasn't there. Its only not concrete because I've heard nothing from them; I imagine I'll have to ring up and see if ( Read more... )

I wonder if Calandra had someone standing near her as she wrote that SMS to me at almost midnight tonight. So that as she tapped into her phone how she wants me to come in to work today, the next day, and the next day, that nearby person could give her two big thumbs up and a "Good luck with that ( Read more... )

Before I had even read the card, a big thank you to Sarah. For making the day happen, for letting me feel good with people today.. just kind of giving me a place to be comfortable in. Welcomed and accepted by people I've never met, and being able to relax in it. I got to feel peaceful, and happy through that. Thank you Sarah Sarah Sarah.

Kind of as expected. Nothing really real. Pleasant, but too uncomfortable to be real. Wah wah wah.

Oh man the drive was nice though. o_O Lol.. "Yeah thanks for inviting me!" Gee I can't wait to see the return trip "Happy birthday and all. ^-^" Wonder what it will look like at this time of night.I was actually taking photos on the way ( Read more... )

I was really struggling with the idea of staying committed to this one. The idea of bailing, after they had pleaded with gusto, and after I had said yes, still managed to dig out a serious little place in my mind yesterday. But I didn't make a decision, because I think the idea of sticking to what I'd said was just enough to override the desire to ( Read more... )

Yay I've chosen the phone I want to get, a candystick Sony Ericsson K800i. The phone I'm currently borrowing has a dying joystick, which makes just reading an SMS incredibly annoying ( Read more... )

Just thought I'd write them down ( Read more... )

I've had lots on my mind ( Read more... )

I have to leave for work in 15 minutes, and I'm still basically in that just-got-out-of-bed state. Nevertheless, I sit here to write a quick entry because all I've done so far today is read, and I don't like the idea of going to work without giving any attention to things on my mind.

I have to go to some small party like thing on Saturday. I've ( Read more... )

Haven't really explored it much further than what I've thought of so far, but here are my thoughts on compliments and how to enjoy them. Its been on my mind since becoming more aware of how much I want them, and how much I seem to want to feed off "Tell me I'm great", or something. The problem is that the way I take compliments isn't... safe ( Read more... )