well Ive been thinking. about a lot of things ( Read more... )

Without much contemplation, after losing an eight hour uphill battle against the rattling muscular instability that comes from time to time to causelessly rob me of motility and function at seemingly deliberate junctures such as these ( Read more... )

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got laid off tues. autopay made me have -300 dollars, plus looming credit bills. Much thanks to Joshua granger who made off with 700 dollars of mine this winter ( Read more... )

i dreamt I went to Disney World with my dad... i had to really twist his arm, but he loved epcott, just like i knew he would.

even if he never knows it, I had a great time.

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The clouds were wonderful yesterday. I sat there as the sun went down, watching them turn from pink to periwinkle, sitting on the kitchen floor with my utterly enamored dog, who was thrilled that i had chosen such an accessible place to sit for a spell. He inhaled the opportunity to sprawl overflowingly on my lap and let me idly caress his soft ( Read more... )

sometimes, i say things, on aim, and then i read them... and im like, shit, that was pretty spot on.

sometimes i suspect im smarter than i am.

"..thats why we are social creatures, us primates.
we're worth fuckall alone
forced to compromise or cooperate
i prefer the latter. makes me feel like a power ranger or a planeteer..."

the universe is mocking me i swear ( Read more... )

Sometimes.... the bubble... it makes me so self aware... so burdened by the self-contained autonomy of existence... the great and inescapable alone.. that im paralyzed. i cant say anything. it all seems so futile to try when im aware enough to say something profound about it ( Read more... )

Not so much as a marginal doodle. Most people warrant concern when they stop eating, or sleeping, but those things have never been a mandatory part of my life ( Read more... )