1. dreams about love ( Read more... )

3. last three days of hell to go through. I keep not working. I don't even know where to start ( Read more... )

It's very busy..
He was messing around with her even before I left for Mexico, so that's even scummier than I thought, just as a side note of events.

Secondly. They are broken up, I don't know if it will last, they are too close to each other. Then again...

and Mainly. He's 1, 000 miles awat and he is everything I want...
una promesa. a.m.c.

my world has fallen apart- i could do anything with him behind me. i could face anything. now i have nobody... no one to catch me, no one to watch me, no one to notice or hold out a hand or anything. it more than sort of sucks.

a long decemeber.. but no reason to believe that maybe this year will be better than the last.

bad dreams

my friend and I broke up, so now we're friends and not lovers. I am keeping this for the purpose of documenting what happens in a somewhat chronological order, and to waste my time. david is away and i am away and he's alive, i can't tell just how okay he is or what. I am okay, things are pretty much the same way they were before in my daily life ( Read more... )

was amazing ( Read more... )

violence ( Read more... )

First Nic and I walked down Farm Hill Road-

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Nicole just sent me a bunch of old pictures from when we went to the beach, and new york

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