Clockwork little happiness...

[defiled]

I never know what to say anymore. How to express what's on my mind. If I said what I really wanted to, I would just feel bad for saying it. So I will just shut the words away in my busy little head. I'm used to it by now.

If after a thousand tries you still do not succeed, just fucking give up.

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[rottedbeauty]

hey jill, what's going on? you seem very troubled. it makes me sad. if it'll help, you can always email me with your thoughts/feelings even if it isn't about me. escpecially if it isn't about me, cuz it might help to say what you're thinking and have someone hear it, without the reaction of the person you're saying it to. or we could go get coffee. wanna get coffee?! yeah coffee...lol. what's your schedule like this week? i loves you.

[defiled]

awww thank you so much. I could really use someone to talk to. I need to get some stupid things off my chest. I work until 6pm on wednesday and thursday and I work until 5pm on friday and saturday. Maybe one of those days you and I could go get coffee and then we could do something afterwards with Charlie. He seems to have a lot of fun when we hang out with you. I really like that. :)