I went to one councelling session during college, (just before I had a breakdown and went AWOL). The councillor got hung up on the fact I lost my virginity at 13. Kept trying to convince me this was an issue ( Read more... )

I'm being paid not to eat. No, really.
I'm volunteering as a test subject at the cognitive neurosciences dept. at my university. I cant have caffeine or alcohol the day before or during the tests which happen once a week. And so many things have caffeine in, I dont really trust myself to avoid it so I just fast every sunday.
Feel so deflated ( Read more... )

113.5lb, motherfucker! With wet hair (but I hardly have any hair anyway....)

I'm almost back to 8st, so it's taken me over a month to undo the damage done this summer.

BMI of 19.5
10 days till the end of the month. I want to lose another couple of lb at least by then.

I may go home at the weekend.
Maybe.
I'm scared of having to eat for 2 days.
I'll get weighed tomorrow. If I'm below 115, I'll go.
Maybe.
Arg.
Must be 100 by the new year!I've got a new rule - when I'm walking to and from the studio alone, I have to walk as fast as I can all the way. At 4mph, it's about a 50cal journey. Thats 100cal per day ( Read more... )

If you still consume sugar, you might want to read this
"Well, it turns out that white sugar is filtered through beef bones or animal charcoal from the blood albumin of slaughtered animals in the process of refinement, so, though not obvious to the naked eye, this is not a cruelty-free product."
Taken from this rather tedious vegan siteIn case you ( Read more... )

My period is due.
Things dont feel quite right in there, but that dosent mean anything will happen. Although, I have been crying a lot despite being in the middle of a seriously manic episode ( Read more... )

Not eating today. Maybe I'll fast till the end of the week. Depends how well I can get on with my work. Wheee!

I'm making Yorkshire pudding for the others today. Because I'm such a domestic goddess, oh yes ( Read more... )

I just drank 600ml of vegetable soup ( Read more... )

So, new month, new resolve.
I intend to lose 5lb this month. Minimum.
That's just over a lb a week. I'm sure I can manage that.

Oh! A man just turned up to clean our house. XO