Life is continuous until well, it ends. It is not an experiment, only the experiences, decisions, actions, reactions, problem solving, careers etc. all those experiences are experiments, trial and errors, if you will. Whether it is your trial, and other's errors that influence you, I'm convinced that somewhere is a remedy - maybe there's no cure-all, but some sort of balance. I forget the exact word I wanted to use
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There is a remedy. I know there has to be. I've hit a wall and I can't see it because there is too much wrong and it's bogging down any possibilities. I know this. It's getting past the wall that I can't even...grasp. So I see it like this. There are two ways I can go. One being the same path I'm on right now which I have been on for as long as I can remember and has only one outcome that I am very aware of. Then there is trying even though I don't know what the fuck I'm doing in hopes that I will find a different outcome. I have tried a lot. I have given up a lot. But I keep on trying becuase I already know one definite outcome and I don't know what a different path will lead me to. I'm trying to find out. I am trying to do things differently. And when I fail I slip for a while then a window comes and I try something else because there are a lot of things to try before I give in to...this
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