(Untitled)

Apr 04, 2004 20:26

life, is filled with so much emotion...You ever really stop and think about the shit that goes on in your life...Or everyone elses' life? Weird ( Read more... )

Leave a comment

Comments 4

aznjlyn April 5 2004, 03:49:50 UTC
how could i not notice? your one of my friendz, aren't you? lolz.

don't worry about those "friendz" you were talkin bout. Those who forget you when your not around weren't your friendz to begin with...and sometimez it sux to find that out, but it's better for the long run, cuz then you know who your real friendz are, and who will be there to take the bullet for you.

and have no worriez with this girl. There are many more fish in the sea. of course, everyone hates to hear that, but when you find a good girl, you'll know it, cuz she'll be as in to you as you are in to her. If someone doesn't care about you as much as you care about them (as in, with this girl), then look at it as saving yourself from wasting your time, and having hell and heartbreak in the future.

good luck with the band, send me some tickets when you guyz are famous!

Reply

defkorn April 5 2004, 04:39:52 UTC
haha well, sure I guess you can be my friend. hehe

The friends thing yeah it sucks, but what confused me is that they were really pissed that i was planning on leaving. I mean, really upset. So that's what messed with me. Not having real friends, is something I'm used to now. Sucks, but I move on, no big deal, right? well yeah i guess. hah

The whole girl thing, I totally agree with what you are saying, but it's not like I can just erase her since im friends with the band, which i was already before she was in the band. I also make their website, and all their promo stuff. So , I am bound to being around her whenever im with them. That's what makes it hard. We're still cool and all that, just awkward and sucks you know? I have to get over it and just be friends with her. If something more happens again in the future...and its for real...I'll go with it. If not, fuck it. I may not be in indy much longer anyway. I'm just going with the flow anymore. lol

Reply

aznjlyn April 5 2004, 20:59:04 UTC
woah...that does suck that you have to still see her and deal with her and shit. But try not to let it bother you. When shit like that happens to me, i get kinda embarrassed about being around them at first, and then after a while, i go back to my normal self, having fun and so on. This has happened with a couple guyz that i've hooked up with...and after them seeing me be happy and stuff, they realize what they missed out on and show up at my door, call me, etc. It's funny how it works. But seriously, the best remedy i advise is that you shouldn't let it bother you. Just try not to think about it when your around her and pretend that your fine. Alwayz remember, SHE"S the one missing out, not you.

Reply

defkorn April 6 2004, 06:29:10 UTC
yeah, you're very right. Read my post ..It actually goes along with what you said in a sense. weird.

Reply


Leave a comment

Up