I don't sleep much anymore.
The words on this screen are so small.
And I feel like they're shrinking as I type.
Hmm.
Doctor tomorrow to see what's wrong with my foot.

Jake, you should update.

I want to start being myself again.
I want to stop doing things just to impress other people.
I want my words to be my words bc I mean them, not bc I think other people might read them and be impressed.
I want to start reading again.
I want to start writing again.
I want a cheese omelet.
Among other things.

goodbye lj

I went outside and sat in the rain crying until my mom made me come in today. I want this to be over.

Raging. Just mother fucking raging.

Today I logged on to facebook and had 27 notifications. I felt so popular. Every single one was from farmville. Turns out my soybeans are doing pretty well.

:):):) yay.

I need to write this down so that every time I'm weak, I can come back and read this and be angry again. I have to write it all down, no matter how stupid I feel doing it ( Read more... )

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You were good, so good…I grew to love your lies.