*Just when I think I could die....you come and bring me back to life*
-GC

*Sighs* So Nathan came over today. I hate how much I love him. He called me shortly after lunch,and he wanted me to go see him and grab a bite to eat. My mom had my car, so I was stuck, so he came to see me instead. As soon as he knocked on my door, my heart fluttered. I opened it and he grabs me and we just hugged for like 5 mins, no exaggeration ( Read more... )

What a frusterating day. It's days like this that I wish I had shit loads of money to escape from my life with.
*sighs* Its almost our birthday Madden boys. I wouldn't be surprised if my family forgot. I'm very forgettable.
~Jenn

My best friend is back from Mexico. I want to go see him, but I don't really. He's 'the one' and it hurts to be around him, yet its the most wonderful feeling in the world. The bottom line is that I've just started to get over him and I know once I see him all those feelings I managed to set aside are going to come flooding back again. It hurts ( Read more... )

Desiderata ( Read more... )

"when i see you standing there...
wanting more from me,
all i can do is try.
when i see you standing there...
and its all ill ever be,
all i can do is try."
-nelly furtado

It felt like the sky was closing in on me when I took my dog out for a walk tonight. The moon was big and the clouds were so low it looked like the sky was falling. It was really strange because it was so windy, the trees were howling, but the clouds just hung in eternal space, and seemed like they weren't even there. *surreal*

I've got writer's block! I'm working on a fic right now and I started it a few weeks ago, in one night I wrote a good 20 pages, and I put it down, and now I can't seem to get going again. I think it's pretty good so far. It's kinda lusty/angsty I guess. I can't seem to stop writing about benji though. He's just so diverse, it's really easy to ( Read more... )