yea so I'm not going to lie. I'm a bit scared that we are going to suck because we only have one week till the show opens and that week is just tech week and we dont have everything blocked. We have one little thing to fix. But still some of the people still dont know there timing. And I'm wicked sick of people's drama. Crystal or Brittany said ( Read more... )

I HATE MY FUCKING DAD SO MUCH!!!!!!!! I WANT TO LEAVE HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHEN SOMETHING GOES WRONG IT'S MY FAULTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE HIM!!! HE MAKES ME FEEL BAD ABOUT MYSELF!! THAT EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT!!! HE COULDN'T HAVE DONE A THING!!!!!!!!!! WHY?!?!?!?!?! I'm sorry if sometimes I'm not perfect but that doesn't mean you have to go around ( Read more... )

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well it kinda sucked that we didn't have school today. Because well we suck (the Les Miserables cast) and we need the fucking rehearsal. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok this sucks. oh well. At least I have shop tomorrow.

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this weekend was by far the best part of vacation. I spent the weekend with Sam, Jess, and Ben. It was too fun. Ben you are like once of sam's coolest friends seriously you are awsome. Wicked funny. Jess we had some good times making up our hand shake. I definetly it was the coolest by far dont you ( Read more... )

I LOVE MY NEW ICON THANKS TO lilyvbt

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I know I am trying to hard. I know I am pushing too hard. But you dont get how happy I am. You dont know how much I need. But I guess I should wait. But you see I cant. It's exciting the way I feel. You dont understand. Ahhh I want it to stop. I'm not happy with it. It's not making me feel good. But it is at the same time. I cant accept it. It's ( Read more... )

hey like my new icon it's credited to blended_dream
thanks