As of late I have been my mind has been brought back to the time spent at Meridian High School. The feels good and bad. Remebering those that I met, talked to, even had crushes on
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You're not a joke...but you are right, you need that drive. It's tough, too, though, when you can't even get a loan because your co-signer is already up to their eyeballs in two other contractual obligations
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My parents and I have always talked about how intelligent you are and how you're one of those people that really can do anything. You have so much more potential than I could dream of having, and it's just a matter of time before you find that direction and become absolutely unstoppable. You've got me here to support you and always willing to listen or to bounce ideas off, much like we used to do in those ever exciting seminar times.
I never knew you and your parents talked about me. Probably reached the same conclusion that I have, that everyone had.
Still I appreciate the support as you are probably the most reliable (non-girlfriend) person I have.
Still, everything felt better in Highschool, since there seemed to be an infantite amount of time to think about what I could be doing, now I know that that wasn't the case. You knew that, but I couldn't see it for the life of me.
I don't think I am thinking about what to be doing so much as waiting. For a sign, call, letter, semiphore, smoke signals, anything about what I should be doing. I know in the back of my head that it may never come and I am just waisting the time I have, but I can't make myself act on it.
I remember how I was with Magic. I was really into it. The stratagy, the mechanics. I'd stay up late thinking of new deck ideas, combos, methods of play. I'd do research on the latest trends in deck designs and follow the tournament scene. If I had a drive like that but for something more
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Still I appreciate the support as you are probably the most reliable (non-girlfriend) person I have.
Still, everything felt better in Highschool, since there seemed to be an infantite amount of time to think about what I could be doing, now I know that that wasn't the case. You knew that, but I couldn't see it for the life of me.
I don't think I am thinking about what to be doing so much as waiting. For a sign, call, letter, semiphore, smoke signals, anything about what I should be doing. I know in the back of my head that it may never come and I am just waisting the time I have, but I can't make myself act on it.
I remember how I was with Magic. I was really into it. The stratagy, the mechanics. I'd stay up late thinking of new deck ideas, combos, methods of play. I'd do research on the latest trends in deck designs and follow the tournament scene. If I had a drive like that but for something more
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