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degenwalflower

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Jul 13, 2005 14:29

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bluryphotograph July 13 2005, 16:19:37 UTC

when did i ever describe what im going through as "the final contentment"???
your "glad that this happened how it did"?! you have got to be kidding me. i didn't need an excuse to be everything, i was going to get that by taking a break, i didnt need you to fuck around to give me an excuse to leave you and be happy. i dont think you understand at all. and what did you say you would? i dont know what you meant for this entry to be.

degenwalflower July 13 2005, 17:52:31 UTC

I meant it to let you know that things are tough for me aswell. It's not a comparison...you didn't fuck me over, it was the other way around, but I grieve for my actions, and I'm sorry. Did I mean to hurt you? No...things should have gone better. I should have been better for you. I feel horrible to great extents. I don't want to come at you, and say that I feel shitty when you didn't do anything to me. However, this situation eats me alive everyday.
You labeled your live journal entry as free...I assumed that, that is how you felt. I'm sorry if I misunderstood you.
I miss you...so much...and I can't get away from it. Don't think that I've moved on, or that I'm better, please...I haven't. I'm so FUCKING sorry...

bluryphotograph July 13 2005, 21:09:04 UTC

it was a mistake to even comment, forget it, all i hear are excuses and cop-outs. i was better off not talking to you.

You seeing the pattern? bluryphotograph July 14 2005, 15:51:34 UTC

This is the way she ALWAYS is...now, she's testing the water...how blind are you? Write the dumbass off...she just isn't worth it. Did you RSVP her pity party?

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