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[deidre_moon]

I just got back from counseling. I spent most of the time crying. We discussed Matt moving out and what happens next. Not entirely sure when that's going to be. By August though. He's going to move to Seatle. I can't afford to live by myself. I can't imagine anyone who would want to live with me. Roommate wise. I am a horrible house

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[puppetlowerhalf]

you know you can always come live in the house, and crash on the couch. PLease call me, Dawn. I'm worried.

Patrick

Oy.

[tracingdaisies]

Aw, sweetie...:( Blah.

[barelycontained]

Being poor sucks ass and is depressing as hell. You are totally not alone there. After I was laid off the second time I only had a 3lb bag of hot dogs and some mac and cheese to eat for like a month. It sucked. I can't eat cheesy-weenie any more. Can't even look at it without my stomach lurching with a sense of dread and wondering how many checks are about to bounce and running to the bank to double check that things are alright. (which they are, since things are stable now, but that's just how cheesy weenie makes me feel

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[riverwalker]

thoughts are bastards. no really they are. thoughts come from our brain, that's what the mind is. when we've thought in a certain way for a period of time our brain gets rewired a bit (that's pretty easy to do). so our brain give us these thoughts based on how we've wired it before. that's why these thoughts come up, and that's why they're not you. they're not telling the truth, they're just repeating what they've been told to say. It's like a dream. You're not really being chased by monkeys with knives, your brain is just making that picture because you were thinking about monkeys and watched house fo a thousand daggers or something