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[deity_of_decay]

Well.........I am a party mix of emotions tonight. None of them are good at all. The world has slowly wrapped it's hands around my throat......but as slow as age. I never saw all this coming at once. This is my pattern though. A huge ocean.....I'm either surfing at the top of a tsunami....or drowning at the bottom. I am fighting myself again

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[evileve]

:(
I don't know what to say- except for I love you and I hope you make the right choices in life.
Feeling trapped is the worst feeling in the world.
You did move up there for you, though.
You said- "I have to do this for ME"....what you did after that I don't know- but it sounds like it's not quite working thet way you need it to- so change it.

SO STOP!

[rivet_grrrl666]

I want to say some inspiring words to you, but then I would be a hypocrite. I don't listen to my own advice, so why give it? I also care too much. I don't know why the fuck I do, but I do, even when I tell myself I'm not going to anymore. I just wanted you to know that you aren't alone and you definitely aren't the only insane person. Us crazy people need to stick together. And,it's ok to be selfish sometimes. Take care of yourself, cuz you can't depend on anyone else to do it for you.

Hehehe... losing your mind!

[mirrorofagirl]

Join the club. Come home to Atlanta, live in our spare room. We miss you!

-Jill & Scott

[lelielknight]

I do hope things get better for you doll!!! You are one hell of an awesome guy!!!

[thelunafiles]

fuckin-a.