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[dejected_dreams]

“You fuckin disappoint me” Well, here we are on the eve of collection day. I’m so anxious and nervous to go back there and get all our stuff. Dad said I didn’t have to go and said he wouldn’t put me in that situation. So I stuck myself there. I’m not sure- I think it’s more I don’t want anyone but me clearing out my room. Why do I suddenly feel

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[oooh_butterfly]

i dont even know what to say, other than, if you need to talk to anyone, just spill yourself out, spill your guts, you can talk to me, i know u dont know me that well, we're not close friends or super good friends, but i still care about u and i feel awful that you have to go through what you do, your dad loves you and thinking what you thought is normal in a situation like this, it's like thinking about hurting someone you love VERY deeply, it makes you feel sick, feel lost and broken, feel like a monster. You need to know that if you just need to talk you can come to me,

Love

~ Nat

[oooh_butterfly]

P.S. i found that not you wrote with the heart and the "Nat+Kat=retards for lyfe yo!" lol, aww good times.

[oooh_butterfly]

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[oooh_butterfly]

ok, im sitting here wishing someone would just come in the room and say, hey natalie wanna come out with me/us. im so bored and pissed off. my mom wont take me anywhere bc shes too busy, ive been so mad bc i hate mondays, everyone always talks about the punk shows and this monday will be worse...lfkjsag, 30hour famine. im tired and im gonna kill myslef, honestly ive never had this much plain staraight RAGE in me since like two nights ago...but this time its just RAGE nothing else...omg HEEEEEEEEEELP!