story: i spent my entire period-of-service [i can't say "year"] frustrated, lost, confused, depressed, sleeping as much as possible, feeling like shit [or being made to feel like shit] for sleeping so much instead of "getting out and doing more," awaiting the day i could leave. 5 months i was there, before i finally realized i was under no obligation to stick it out. leaving was a disappointment to the community and felt like failure to myself, but honestly i wasn't serving to the best of my abilities, so it was utterly pointless being there. leaving was the best life-decision i've ever made.
i'm not telling you to leave, but i'm not telling you it's best to stay.
too cowardly? so was i until i wasn't anymore. i think i do know exactly. it's difficult, but [as hard as it is to hear/believe] however the year ends up will be right for you.
Comments 3
story:
i spent my entire period-of-service
[i can't say "year"]
frustrated,
lost,
confused,
depressed,
sleeping as much as possible,
feeling like shit
[or being made to feel like shit]
for sleeping so much instead of "getting out and doing more,"
awaiting the day i could leave.
5 months i was there,
before i finally realized
i was under no obligation to stick it out.
leaving was a disappointment to the community
and felt like failure to myself,
but honestly i wasn't serving to the best of my abilities,
so it was utterly pointless being there.
leaving was the best life-decision i've ever made.
i'm not telling you to leave,
but i'm not telling you it's best to stay.
blessings.
Reply
Reply
too cowardly?
so was i
until i wasn't anymore.
i think i do know exactly.
it's difficult,
but [as hard as it is to hear/believe]
however the year ends up
will be right
for you.
Reply
Leave a comment