I do not like photos that look like they're glowing. That's not natural. That's like adding a fake lens flare.

I feel like I suck about once a day. I think about my goals & where I am & about how I'm not where I want to be. I feel like I will never reach that point in my photography where I am actually 100 percent happy with my photos. I shoot with heart. I shoot because I love photography & have since I was about 12. I've lived it every day since. I ( Read more... )

It's been weeks since I thought to myself, "I can't believe he actually left me". I thought I had moved on finally. I thought that I wasn't going to let him ruin my life anymore. Then, one day last week, he popped into my head. I found his profile on Facebook, I opened a message window & wrote "Stupid, can we please be friends again?". I ( Read more... )

Things are well. I'm trying hard to make all of the things that went wrong in 2010 not happen in 2011. So far I haven't been stressed out. That's giant progress ( Read more... )

I miss you like crazy. This isn't healthy.

I can't go an entire lifetime like this. I can't keep letting you win ( Read more... )

I'm ready for something new. I feel like I grew up a lot this year. I just feel more responsible. I notice more of my parents in me every day. When there are dirty dishes in the sink, I feel like they need to be clean. My mind is a constant check list. What do I have done? What do I still need to do? I asked Justin last night while we were ( Read more... )

It's not fair that you get to decide when you're in my life & when you're not. I have finally moved on & accepted the fact that you are gone. Then today, at 4pm you texted me. How dare you. Months ago you deleted me forever without even one word of an explanation. Ten years of a friendship just tossed in the garbage. I can't let someone have ( Read more... )

I am unable to sleep as always. I just spent 30 minutes sitting on my sofa in the dark & talking to nothing. I guess I hope someone will hear me ( Read more... )

Stop missing people who don't deserve to be missed. He doesn't deserve it. He never did.