When I turned 30 my life was about to change. We were planning our first child, my Daughter. I was almost finished with college. Life was moving in the right direction
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I wish I had something meaningful or new to say. But I don't. I am sorry. I am sorry for everything. I get quite depressed on my birthdays. I did not understand why I should be allowed to live and get older when my friends were not. I still don't, and probably never will. But, if you have the outlook that the best years are behind you, then they will be. But if you can find some way to have a little more positive outlook (I don't yet know how), then you can make the rest of your life what you make of it... while still remembering Delaney. I am trying to break out of my shell now (It's not working too well.. but I'm trying), and I hope someday soon you will be able to do that.
As for, "It never allows joy to be complete or a laugh to be without guilt. ", I could never described it more accurately. :( Hang in there.
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As for, "It never allows joy to be complete or a laugh to be without guilt. ", I could never described it more accurately. :( Hang in there.
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