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[delashmega]

i have no words.
this week has been crazy.
yesterday was the craziest day of my life.
everything is so fucked over.

oh, and by the way : summer vacation is over in 5 days.

Comments

[cloley]

this is stupid, we're so stupid.

i just want to tell you i love you and we'll get over this eventually.

and that that night was really special to me, even if the morning after was shit.

-chloe

[delashmega]

i dont know what i can say to that.
everything i said i meant.
and if its something that just takes time, what if this comes up again?
it will only get worse.

think long and hard about everything that was said in that argument.
think of how you can avoid doing those things.
and then you can come talk to me.
im not letting myself and yourself get hurt over something so stupid.
we are so much better then that.

[cloley]

1.i never said i wanted to go talk to you

[cloley]

"think about how you can avoid doing those things"

are you thinking about the principals of this? like do you still think that i steal your clothes? or do you just mean, like, carry around an extra pair of shorts?

[delashmega]

chloe, i think that we are avoiding what is really bothering you these past few messages have not addressed the real issue of the argument which is you accusing me of reading your diary. you left your diary at my house which is unusual because most diaries are not brought out of someones home and kept in a secret and private place. when i found your diary on the floor, i was tempted just as any other person wouldve been to read it. that is the nature of having a diary. the downside of having a diary is that someone will find it and read your own personal secrets. i am sorry if you feel i violated your privacy, but over the last few weeks since we have spent so much time together, i feel that what i did is what anyother person would do in the same situation. if you want to talk to me about trust, and what you wrote about me in your diary, i will be more then willing to have a conversation about that. these other issues are not the real reason we are in this "argument".

[cloley]

"you accusing me over reading your diary"- you did

[delashmega]

i understand your position, but people just dont leave their diaries at other people's houses.

i think this fight is going a bit over the edge.

1. why are we doing this on live journal?

2. i think we are over-analyzing this fight way too much

3. the fight had nothing to do with trust (which is what brought up the issue with your diary)

4. i didnt leave the room to walk away from the things you were saying to me, i was losing my temper and didnt want it to get out of control, cause with me it could've (that isnt a threat)

5. the argument from the beginninng wasnt intented to turn into the huge thing that it is.

6. im starting highschool in two days, and dont want this on my shoulders when im trying to start fresh

7. i think we should just end this. i understand your point of view, as i hope you understand mine. i dont want to end our friendship over something so stupid, and i think we should both just apologize to eachother.