it has been a while since i've last updated... just to let you all know i'm not dead. however, it may seem that way because i've recently decided after a few wierdo stalkers to use a differnt screen name. so if you want it leave a message on the old one and i'll let you know if i deem you worth and if you're reading this you probably are ( Read more... )

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i am in love... it's sick and twisted i know. and very unlike me to write something like this and even to think it. i'll be willing to bet 5 bucks that it won't work out but damn if it does. this girl is so beautiful she really remiinds me of sam bayer (that's a girl for all of you who don't know). really like her eyes and everything. ( Read more... )

I find that valentines day is the most depressing holiday of the year. it shows me that i once again i am a loser that sucks at life. watching my friends and even my family make plans with their significant others makes me want to vomit. it wouldn't be sooo bad if i at least could hang out with anybody that may not have had a date. but yet ( Read more... )

no one needs to no one needs to no one neeeds to know if a lovers being faithful noone needs to know if a lovers being true no one needs to know if a lovers being faithful and i'm being faithful to you ( Read more... )

how old skool are you ( Read more... )

i used to post alot more... maybe that's because things were actually going on in my life. now i'm just stuck at home bored most of time trying to regain some normalcy again after my stupid work all night job. ahh well i made some cash. i hung out with mike last night it was rad. we went to the buffet, played pool, then smoked cigars and ( Read more... )

i am going to see LotR return of the king. that will rock... so goodnight

hey look i'm updating... awful isn't it? yes ( Read more... )