so i went to stephys myspace to post a stupid comment ( Read more... )

i still miss him!
bleh..... i have more to say but i dont feel like it!

so its been almost a month.... and how do i feel ( Read more... )

epiphany: FAILED

=(

so yesterday i had an epiphany!

i feel great this morning, not giving a shit what he does or with who!

i need to get back on track here! what were my dreams?
oh yes, those. long time no see dreams!

although im still trapped, i see them again, they are a part of me again!

i hope this great feeling lasts, if it does!

GREAT FUCKING EPIPHANY!!!!

beauty pageants should be illegal!

especially since CMT hosts it now

die country..... die!

last night was hard ( Read more... )

ive always wondered, how do other poeple react ( Read more... )

so we are officially over i guess ( Read more... )

i really want to deploy!
i really need to!

=/