note to self:
work on things...
lots of things.

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ugh dentist appointment of DOOM in 2 hours...I'm getting veneers- & no im not joking, so don't ask. thanks<3. I have insomnia worse than ever, I just had a nice nights sleep of TWO whole hours. I get morning sickness- so it's pretty awesome that I'm having a baby. tea is so much better than coffee in the mornings now- I don't know why. this weekend ( Read more... )

IM SO FUCKING SICK OF FEELING LIKE THIS. SICK OF BEING BETRAYED. SICK OF STILL GIVING A FUCK FOR NO REASON AT ALL. SICK OF BEING LET DOWN EVERY SINGLE GODDAMN DAY. SICK OF GIVING MY EVERYTHING & GETTING ALMOST NOTHING BACK BUT A SLAP IN THE FUCKING FACE. SICK OF LETTING MY LIFE REVOLVE AROUND BEING MISERABLE FOR YOU, WAITING FOR ANYTHING AT ALL TO ( Read more... )

PS! I bought three of these today cause they looked so prettttty. I put them all around my room so when I wake up tomorrow & a few days after that [im sure i'll kill them within 3 days] I can wake up happy & have better days. I suck.


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I have this weird thing where i'll be talking to someone & i'll be thinking something... like seriously any little thing... recent events, bad habbits ANY random thing. but when I go to talk about it, or tell them it.. i'll stop myself, cause it's maybe something that only the people closest to me knows about me or some crap like that. kay it's ( Read more... )

IF anyone ever figures out why the fuck that thing that goes like.... the people who you love/loves you most are the ones that hurt you/you hurt the most even exists... PLEASE, let me be the first you let know ( Read more... )

Hopefully you can manage using any other
form of communication than the internet..
I know thats a hard thing for some of you,
but im all set with the nerd for awhile...
too busy with other more important things.
sooooo hopefully you don't suck
& have my number.

<3nikkii !!!!!!!

aaahahha look at these perfect self portraits right here....
the faggot cute tuffguy & half naked retarded blonde.


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Someone who is awesome found & bought me the Battle Royale DVD tonight... Not just the normal Battle Royale, the special edition $50 one ( Read more... )