April

[delicious_dish]

I am at a point now where I am totally incapable of being happy for other people. Almost ever. And I feel bad about it, and I wish I could change it, but I can’t. I am entering month…17 of Nathan’s unemployment*, being constantly unsure of what tomorrow will bring or where I will live or anything and I am sad. I am stressed. I am losing my hair.

Comments

[molehill]

<3

I wish I had the right words. I hope it gets better.

[jenniferblaufra]

I'm sorry, sweetie. I hope that things get better soon. I think there are some signs that the economy is improving, so I hope employment prospects get better.

And I know how you feel. Sometimes I am glad I'm single, glad I have so much time to do the things I want to do. Other times, I am lonely and sad about it, and most of the time I don't want to hear about couples' happiness. In fact, couples who go on and on about their bliss (like I used to do all the time) irritate me and I think they are sad and codependent and they won't last, anyway.

Hang in there.

This song usually picks me up when I'm hating life: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lc2X-07SexI

[americant]

Oh, sweetie. *hugs you tight* I hate that you're feeling so badly. Life has been pretty stupid lately in general. I hope it gets better soon for us all. <3

[tully1021]

I hear you, sister.

[weshouldplaygod]

<3

I have been there and I understand. I can assure you that it gets better, but like all things it takes time. Let's hope the time is just about up on this one so you can get some relief.

*hugs, really big hugs*