I just watched Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. It was really good..and really sad. I feel melancholy now.

Jordan is over me. I still have an ounce of feeling left for him..the little ounce I harbored for him since th grade.  I know it won't fade. It hurts. I miss him. I havent seen him in almost a month.

Johnny...I don't even know. I know he ( Read more... )

 I want to name my child October.

I dont know what to do with myself anymore..

i cant get my mind off things...off him...

I wish he knew exactly how i felt. and i wish i knew how he felt.

i need to get out

Dude. The food channel is like porn for fat people.

im hi

This year is so different ( Read more... )

Im marching mellphone ( Read more... )

There's those LED traffic signs with important mesages everywhere. Reminding meof my impending doom. They read

SCHOOL STARTS MONDAY-AUG 20

It might as well read FUCK YOU MUAHAHAHAHAHA.

I hate this Rich Text editor. It doesnt do what I want.

IT KEEPS GOING BACK TO LARGE FONT. EVEN THOUGH I DIDNT CLICK IT

FUCKING STOP

Jordan is leaving the day after ( Read more... )

What a douchebag.

Well..I wrote that email to Mr. Carpenter. He never emailed back or called or anything. I don't know if he read it or not. Greg just called me and said he aked Carpenter about me and band and Carpenter said as of right now I'm not in band, because if you don't march you can't do concert band. No exceptions.

What do I do? It's not like I'm not doing ( Read more... )

Well last night was great :) Amazing actually. Lol i was sooo nervous. I had to have my hair exactly right. And my make up and clothes and everything. And after driving around for about half an hour or something, finding nowhere to go, we ended up coming right back to my house and staying there. It was nice <3 Seeing him after a month, it was ( Read more... )