i am so happy austin and zach left me a comment, that made my day. i'm rarely on aim so this is good. well i mean, i'm on aim, i'm just never there ( Read more... )

what the fuck??!!?! i feel like EVERYTHING reminds me of alex. my teacher mentioned officedepot, i for some stupid reason thought of alex. i definetly feel like i could really get my heart broken even though there wasn't that much of a relationship. i think one of the reasons why i am so nervous is because i keep thinking about the worst case ( Read more... )

take that school. i'm writing this during cisco class 5th period. muhahha, i bought rose cigarettes today i love getting people hooked onto bad things. it's funny i'm always a bad influence. blah blah blah i don't know what to say. i like this keyboard. lauren is fucking whore, so is "carla" she's a bitch and a whore and a slut. fucking a i still ( Read more... )

i am really tired and watching the battle of shaker heights. so it was really funny because i was at qfc and i was smoking a cigarette while andrea was inside buying TAMPONS...and these guys totally came up to me and started talking to me and it hella crazy, they are like 21 22 23 , so now andrea and i are going to go sneak out and drink with them ( Read more... )

so the past week has been the most interesting week ever. i guess you would say alex and i are dating, not going out, just like, seeing eachother ( Read more... )

yeesh i feel like i haven't written in this forever. a lot of crazy shiznit has happened. like calling the cops on that thing just because kelty was there and we don't like kelty ( Read more... )

i think i may be bipolar...just reading all of my journal entry subjects in the past month

today as been by far the best birthday in a very long time. *sigh* all is well. i didn't have a sandwich but oh well...the good news is that i will most definetly have one in the future... hanging out with alex really just topped it off. made it perfect ( Read more... )

what i said was out of anger...i was trying to make myself feel better. because he did call. and he remembered it's my birthday. now i am very happy. i told my mom about why i was so happy that he called. and i totally regret telling her now. oh well ( Read more... )

the only fucking reason i've decided that i ever called alex was so i could get my birthday fuck...but now that my birthday is tomorrow, which he definetly will not take part in...i will never call him...because i was using HIM....