so i just finished another emotionally driven season of grey's anatomy, i am that shows bitch. my mind is just racking up the ideas of what could possibly happen. i'm so sad that i have to wait again. right when they grab you by the balls to get you going, they just drop you like a sack of shit ( Read more... )

theres this eelbird in the world and i love him, and hes super old like 23. shit hes ancient.
we went swimming and my legs cramped up and i'm so glad that the Carver got to the one bitch after accusing Christian. dumb whore.

todays the day i buy kings of leon tickets. booyessss!

permanent record. forever ever. super failure.
so anyway lets hope i don't fail anything for real this semester.

tv on the radio 4/5
clap your hands say yeah for vinnys bday!
kings of leon modest mouse (seen em) 5/9
bright eyes 5/13

i really enjoy shows, haven't been to one since regina spektor which was needless to say AWESOME. but yeah. i need money for that kinda stuff.

so i return from houston and i'm back in the austin scene ( Read more... )

that was the craziest i've ever felt. i was just so scared and all i wanted was someone to hold my hand.
i made so many phone calls, just so someone would say don't worry you won't die. thank you.

i moved my bed around, feng shui crap, don't let it face the doors, something like fortune running out ( Read more... )

so work is doing pretty good. i like working only 3 days a week in the weekend, AND finally they see how hard i try, like regional recognizes me. its nice, all my previous days of hard work pay off.
everything is kinda empty now, a relief in regards to my mom, i shouldn't have to lie to her anymore, but just sad everywhere else.

things are looking up already and i am pleased with that matter ( Read more... )

so i've completely fallen off. like completely, just kinda stopped talking to people, stopped doing good in school, and i am ALWAYS tired. ALWAYS. i don't even work as much, but this is the first week of that, and i think i was just sucking in the free time to the point where i forget i don't have free time and i SHOULD be doing things ( Read more... )